It was the day he met her..

June 18th 2008
It was almost evening...
When he knew something good is gonna come...
The day he await for...
Thinking it would be the one for him...


Then she came...
With his dad smiling
It was a greatest surprise for him as he was expecting something different
The expression he gave was simply priceless..
No words could describe his feelings for it...
It was like a Match made in heaven..


The next day.. He eventually said to him self that he's gonna take it...
Took it to various places...
He enjoys it... A smile on his face...
He didn't knew he was getting it... NO way he ever dreamt of it...
His friends came over... to see her...
They Praise for her beauty...
The sleekness and so on...


Years went by.. His feeling grew stronger...
Like there's a bonding between both of them...
Like mutual understanding... 
She has never let him down...Always there to give the best...
Never once gave up...But if her opponent was greater than her... she has to give it up..
When he sees his baby hurts.. He can't take it.. even a single scratch.. 
No one realizes the bonding he has for her...Many of them think it's fantasy...
It may be fantasy for them.. But for him... she's always the one he cares
She always brings him to place in one piece...
Always on his side... In good nor in bad times...
Eventually he was down... She was there to be with him.. letting him to release his anger on her
He loves her so much till he spends alot on her...


So many shots of it being taken...
So many scene happened 
So many video shoot being done


She's already 3 this year..
But it seems like yesterday he met her...
He always wishes that she will always be with him forever more...

His dearest Monalisa....

She is...

Well today i decide to blog on someone..
Her name well... just keep it for last aiight


Well i knew her since my diploma days..
When she was in business and i was in Hotel Management
Just like normal other college kids.. we were basically close 
Until certain time where people started to hate her and so on... passing false remarks on her


So it still didn't stop me from contacting her
But then we some how lost contact due to she didn't had her hp as she was using her mom's hp
So yeah.. Thanks to friendster and facebook, we manage to keep contact..


Till like Last year when we manage to meet up after so freaking long... and Just imagine she asked me to go to her house...
I was a lil Nervous as that time i was going to her house and 1st time seeing her family and so on
But her family was aiight... welcome me well... i was pretty shy tho!!!
But her dad is strict but loving dad... So i don't blame him for being over protective over his daughter
Took her out and have fun at various places...Sunway, Curve... Ikano....


But came to a time when she was really down during last year i think...
She was crying alot.. and basically she can't tell it out to many people as not many people know about her bf
So i was there for her and so on... Was a person who lend his shoulder to her to cry on... Cuz i hate woman crying infront of me...


Met her more often and so on
but something in me like felt something for her... damn!!!! I hated that part
Not gonna explain it here as it was like our bad times
But things became aiight when her parents found a guy for her
Was happy as she followed her parents advise
So till today i still care for her and yeah... I love the way she calls me panda bobo.. It makes me special as i call her Bebo... Hahahahah!!!! I remember once she eventually changed her name on Facebook


I used to recall the times when we used to have heart to heart talks about relationships and stuff like that... Could just remember when we walked outside of Sunway Pyramid and we just talked about stuff that might happened in the future... and she was so worried about certain things which she needed a lil push from somewhere...




But... it was a a month ago when i saw her... she lost so much of weight which i nearly teared actually *to be honest* seeing her so sickly due to certain reasons.. However... i just couldn't my self being a typical me... just disturbing her... like the old days...


Let those moments go 1st.. and i promise i will take you out okiee.. i know you would read this blog =)


She is....

Rachel Menaka.....

June 26th 2009

He roses from the bed,
It was another sad day for him,
Sad due to he was betrayed by the name of love
As he walked out from the room...
His mother greeted him as he walked away in sadness


As he walked away, his mother shouted and said
"Hey! Michael Jackson is dead!"
For a moment he thought his mother wanted to make fool outta him
Till he saw on the news...
News which he still can't believe...
He sat down for a moment
Thinking what could go wrong in this year...
Love.. Favourite singer since childhood


He was so hopeless... Didn't know what to do...
So clueless... So sudden it happened..
As he went through all his Michael Jackson songs...
The songs he used to love.. and go crazy before the new singers came
He still didn't believe that he was gone... Gone forever more...


He was in tears...
Was praying to the mighty Lord...
Praying for to console himself
For the test he was going through... Mental torture


He couldn't stand it anymore...
He was going away from home
To visit his aunty and his cousin
On his way.. All he heard was Michael Jackson songs...


Sad messages were goin on radio stations..
Some eventually cried on air...
All he was doing is sitting alone in a bus while hearing those messages
Guess he wasn't the only one feeling sad about the lost


It was like a back to back song of his
He was pretty pist
His favourite wasn't being played on air..
It always has been the Billie Jean.. Thriller... Beat It
He was like WTF
He was instantly texting on air to play something else
But nothing comes in return


Till today.... He still believes that his music lives forever more.....

RIP Michael Jackson!

Streets he passes by...

As he passes by,
There were few people on the streets
Wondering where to go...
Wondering where to sleep..
No sign of a bus nor taxi


As he passes by,
Where some of them are homeless
Sleeping at the corridors 
Young Old... No one knows
It's a pity to see them in that condition
But who to be blame for them to be on the streets.. They or someone else?


As he observes,
They sleep with unity
Sharing whatever they have
Cardboards, Bags as their pillow
It's weird to see them sharing things during the night 
In day time... They fight for survival.

If I die Tonight

If I die Tonight
How would i die??
Accident??? Sickness???
No one knows...


What would happen after if i'm gone..
What would happen in my crib??
What would be the people's reaction after hearing it
What would my friends and also the one's care for me do?


Wonder who will be informing about my death?
Wonder who will eventually dress me up
Wonder how they will dress me up... In my suit?? Like a panda's outfit??
Wonder what will happen to my car? The car which i love...
Wonder who will be sharing my things out??


Wonder who will eventually visit me in a coffin in my crib??
Wonder who will weep for me the most??
Wonder who will miss me the most??
Sometimes i wonder what are the songs will be played for my funeral
Wondering who will lead the prayers??


Will the people from the past that i fought will pay last respect??
Will my parents able to take the pain which the son has been gone forevermore...
Will the person who likes me.. Forgets me as fast as possible..
Will the people forgive that wat i've done to them....


IF i die tonight... all i want is ur forgiveness...

It seems like yesterday....

Man... Finally 11 months of working... 3 places i've jumped... Not bad heh!!!! Some say bad, Some says it's good. Sometimes i regret why i took up this particular line... Maybe it's all about passion which i had since standard 4? 

I remember the time when i was in primary school, where teachers used to ask what would like to be when you grow up... Most of them was like.. Lawyer!!!! Doctor!!! Pilot!!!! Teacher!!! Some even told SINGER!!!!!!... Came to my turn where i stood up and the question was being asked and i replied a Hotelier!!!.. Most of them looked at me and LOL! and i remember one macha shouted.. "macha that fellar wanna be a cook lah!!!" and the whole class LOL louder as i stood at the end of the class without any feelings... Just looking down at my Pencil box... The teacher knew i was a lil shy and she actually backed me up by saying... "Class!!! Don't ever underestimate Hotel line!!!"  I was like WTF???? Then she explained about the career that i was about to choose which was totally unique answer from the students that she has taught before and with her curiosity feeling, she asked me more... about how did i get the interest of being in a hotel line... 

So i stood boldly and said that I'm fed up with people telling they wanna be lawyers... Doctors... and etc... besides... My dad is a lawyer and my uncle all are lawyers.. I want to do something different from others... Something which has not been dreamt by a kid.. My class teacher was like.. "wow!" Amazing Kallen! and she asked me which department that i would join and i said to be a chef but not so sure on which cuisine to emphasize on. She then asked who is your role model.. I calmly replied " who else but one and only "Chef Wan" .  Few moments later my teacher asked me to sit down and she explain more about Hotel line as the future industry thing...MAN I had a Proud face!!!!!

13 yrs passed by... and today being a hotelier never makes me bored... One reason... You got the Passion... You will do it no matter hat ever it takes... Sometimes i work 16 hours... and also worked without off days but still i've never given up... In 2009, i still remember those words that hurt me the worst.. The words that pierced through my heart.. and today i'm pushing myself off the limits to prove that bitach a point!!! After all, i've got nothing to lose... 

A lil Freedom needed

Been more than month
He works day and night
Sacrificing his precious time for work
Sacrificing for his manager who eventually needs break
Break from work to focus on his family..
Who yearn to see him back at home to spend time with..


He understands the kids feelings
The feelings he once went through
A feeling where his father worked day and night
Working so hard till the father can't let go of the job and spend some precious time with family


As today as the son follows his steps..
The steps that he has not seen himself of what happens in the past
The father realized  that how much the precious time he has not spent with his family
But today... The father realized how much his son has grown and how much he has missed his college life...


As People say " When you do things good.. Good things Comes back to you"
True enough about that statement
He's getting a week off
Thinking what to do??
Going for a Vacation?? Spending time with family???
Seeing relatives which he has not keep contact??
Or eventually seeing someone who he wants to see for a year plus..
An interesting girl who he eventually made friends through Facebook




Time is ticking and He doesn't know what to do......

A New Chapter

Life has it's up-s and down-s

But nothing is gonna stop it from happening 

As they say it happens for a reason

But... When all the answers will be answered?

Days gone by,

As he still there alone,

Wondering how to solve each puzzles

But the answer,he still awaits for it..

Not knowing the answers will be answered soon

So he decides to just leaves it...

Leaves it for good

For he thinks that life has more better things to offer than the answers he awaits for

It's time he turns over a new leaf and writes a new story about life...