Monday, January 16, 2012

Closer

Days are coming closer..
For him to eventually leave his work place
Mixed Emotions comes along..
Happy...Sad... Even he doesn't know

Some asked him to stay..
Some told him to divert the course
But he sees this as a Safe Net

Things has been fine so far..
The things his aunty drafted out for him years back
Well eventually he thought it as a crap..
But it seems that it is really helping him alot...

It actually led him to think ahead at times..
Not to be accurate.. but a guide line along the way
Which eventually certain people they seems to head no where..
They feel as long they got a job... and it's safe...

There are pro's and con's about thinking ahead..
But in certain ways.. it's better you write whatever you planned ahead
So that when we see the past..
We will know where we stand...

Weird but true...
He didn't seem to see the paper for long
But something told him that taking Masters was his plann
And he's afraid about the next move which is...
He might head to UK

With his current situation..
He has not seen certain people yet..
He's just afraid things going too fast..
Now he feels the weight of burden on his shoulder..

But all he does is pray..
Pray till tears comes out...
Hoping things will be answered
Certain things makes him cry..
But he has to stay strong...



A Song which i'm crazy all about Last year 2011


if i had a penny that fell from above everytime i fell in love
i'll be rolling in my money, everyday would be sunny and i'll be looking forward to my next break up


if i had a penny that fell from above everytime i fell in love
i'll be rolling in my money, everyday would be sunny and i'll be looking forward to my next break up


girl we're done forever never last that long we're done


you did me wrong its one for one,


i dunno whats so god damn funnny .. RUN


run like the wind like you owe me one


lady in the XL clothes just sung


i shouldve seen it coming man i'm so dumb


if i go on like this
in no time i'll be rich
come on girl take a chance, i'm your man


if i had a penny that fell from above everytime i fell in love
i'll be rolling in my money, everyday would be sunny and i'll be looking forward to my next break up


if i had a penny that fell from above everytime i fell in love
i'll be rolling in my money, everyday would be sunny and i'll be looking forward to my next break up




soneya jee te karda mai kaul rewan
tere ghum nu mai apna kahan
sari khushiyan mai tenu deva ni


soneya jo asi chaunde oh nayio hona
mere naseeban ch vichorda
das tera dil mai jo haye mera ni mai kive morraa




if i go on like this in no time i'll be rich
come on girl take a chance, i'm your man




if i had a penny that fell from above everytime i fell in love
i'll be rolling in my money, everyday would be sunny and i'll be looking forward to my next break up


if i had a penny that fell from above everytime i fell in love
i'll be rolling in my money, everyday would be sunny and i'll be looking forward to my next break up


number 2 if you wanna go its up to you
another relationship is through
i dont know what to do its funny 
f*** you
you need to learn to take a clue 
cuz i never bitten more than my mouth can chew
no matter what i do i seem to lose


if i go on like this in no time i'll be rich
come on girl take a chance, i'm your man

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

A split sec decision...

As times goes...
Where he thinks the Unexpected..
Something strikes into his head...

A thing which he would never thought he might do it..
A thing which he might even dreamt of it!
It's called MASTERS!!!!

He had to think about it about couple of nights...
As he was having sleepless nights..
He went to church... eventually it was close..
But the statue of Mother Mary was outside and it was still open
He bought some candles and lit the candles
He didn't want to kneel down as it was a road he had to kneel on!
But he prayed about certain things in his life... relationship life...
And also he even asked in his prayers that hoping this relationship would eventually work out till the end...
He prays that he don't want to repeat the mistake he did in the past 
and he prayed about thing about Masters...
As he hope this year would be an awesome year...
A year to learn things.. but lesser on the bitter side 

As he went to work...
His mood was pretty mood out
Just like doing his work and sleep all night long
But he just got his work done and 
He finally decided to take a drive to his college

As he was walking towards college,
He had this feeling,
A feeling which he had eventually when he was doing his diploma days
A feeling that which he really appreciate studies...

As he walks down the cafeteria...
He bump into few people he knew..
But just ignored them
He just felt that people should know him as a new person

He sits down with his laptop as he was suppose to enquire it with his pal
As he was so proud to do his Check-in Via four square
and also calling some his old juniors to check were they still around there
But something told him not to hope high on Masters as he wouldn't know 
that his dad would approve it..

He was there until his pal appeared,
They had this hand shake.. and immediately walked into the Student council
As there.. he and his pal could ever imagine the college days...
where they used to enroll themselves..
Then.. came this dude which knows nuts about the Hospitality which made them frustrated
as they walked away to the SHTCA...
At there... he could only refer back to one lecturer...
A lecturer who he knew since diploma days...
A very simple man...
Direct person...
no hidden agenda's 
Always a man with humor..
No matter how sad you maybe on that day... he's always there...
To hear you out.. and also he tries his level best to help..
That is why he always goes back to his lecturer for his advise..

He saw his lecturer and his lecturer asked him this..
"You jokers really liveless, why on earth you guys have to come back"
As then he told that he would want to pursue his Masters..
and the topic didn't end there itself..
But it went about the batch where he used to study with..
Questions about classmates which he has no idea what they are up to these days..

He was totally thankful about his life...
Some of them were jobless for long...
Some of them just decided to jump work...
Some of them working their asses off...
But for him... He was working from the day he didn't get his results!
And he sees himself progressing in hotel industry
But his friends doesn't seem to see what his vision it is..
All they see is money...Position in hotels...

But his vision is always bigger...
His vision is to build hotels...
Just like the one he's working with...
He had learn things where certain people didn't get the chance to do so...
He had learn the hotels basics... And he had experience from the hotel which is completed at 60%

He see things!!! Vision it!!! how would it be once operating..
None of his batch has ever seen it...
Alot of lecturers were puzzled when he mention his hotel's name
But this lecturer... Given him the full support! 
As he told, no point working in big hotels... Get name and do wat!
That was his answer.. which stunned the two guys...

Lecturer added on by saying that as long you get experience
It's good enough...
Both of them just looked stunned which no KDU lecturer would ever give that advise
Most of them in KDU will advise students to do it at International chains as they act professionalism

As He and his friend was studying in this line... Both of them had the professionalism!
And also.. He trains his staff to be professionalism by the way of speech
the body posture 
and etc...

And the lecturer said.. "it's always good to do masters after all. Not for the sake of doing it. it would be your safe net in the future"

Then he(lecturer) explains the routes that can be done if masters being taken up..

All these two guys do is to listen attentive to the words he was trying to explain the difference of Degree and Masters...Both of them then convinced to do the Masters!
As the conversation went on... till 10.30am...
He was feeling the tiredness
and he left the place...

When he came home... He was a lil dissapointed as the cost of it was extremely high
As his mom told.. Don't think too much and go get some rest...
As he was sleeping... His mom actually informed his Dad...
And to his surprise..His dad approved it...