Tears of broken heart

I have given all my love to you, but what do I get in return?
A broken heart.
I have given you my heart, and you stomp on it like a doormat.
I have given you my youth and you took advantage of my un-experienced heart and played with my emotions.
I gave you all the trust, but you misused it.
I gave you the benefit of the doubt, and you proved everyone right.
I gave you my life and you killed me day by day.
I want to pull my aching heart and tear it piece by piece, So I no longer love you.
I want to loose my memory so I no longer think of you.
I want to go so far so I no longer have to see you.
I want to cry but I no longer have any more tears to fall down
my sad lonely face.
I want to sleep but my dreams haunt me with you in them.
I can’t seem to find a way out. What do I do?
I don’t want anyone to see this not even you.
How do I get out of this?
How do I stop this misery? How do solve this mystery?
I can’t seem to find anyone to make feel the way you do,
The way you look at me,
the way you say my name,
the sound of your voice when you tell me that you care.
I love you so much I think I’m going to die from this pain that haunts day and night.
How can forget you? If the only love I know is you.
How can I move on? If life is not the same with out you.
I want to brake free and move on but I think I’ll be doing something wrong.
I just have to close my eyes and let things fly and let the days pass me by

Michael Jackson

It's weird for him to write about this post
But however it was a weirdest dream of all time
Dreaming about Michael Jackson...

Seems weird right
But however it seemed real
As he dreamed when he was a kid
When Michael Jackson came down to Malaysia in year 1995
And he even remembered asking his dad for permission to go for it
As you know the answer is always a NO from Indian Parents...

It was a dream which took place 18 yrs ago and it just came back in flash
It has been two days since the incident happened
And he still wonders why this dream.. A freakish one just suddenly came once again

:/

ManBai - Kau Ilhamku

Sikit berjiwang lahh =P

NINAITHU NINAITHU

Is it wrong to tip?

This topic has been goin on for ages in Malaysia
Should we tip or not?
I always sometimes wait for any writer to write about it in newspapers
Rather than Politics and so on

It's amazing where certain places they don't encourage you
And certain places they ask you to do tip them by force
For example in USA.. They will ask you to tip them 40% of your bill

If the bill was 100 bucks.. you gotta tip them USD 40!

Debates being goin on, in school nor in colleges about this topic

And there's pro's and con's

The Pro's i say

• Staff will be motivated to work even harder

• Based on the tips being received he or she gave that perfect service in terms of food being served, hospitality and also many criteria

Well about the Con's

• Staff would fight over customers as this goes based on number of customers being served
• Un fair pay as certain people might get lesser one another
• Staff will tend to be money minded at times and try to demand more

These are the few highlights being pointed out during debates, however my point of view is that
 Tipping shouldn't be establish by force

But however people should tip these guys in moderate manner

Why???

Let me give you a break down on a 2 star staff salary in Kuala Lumpur..

Their Basic would be somewhere around 600-700

And then the rest goes according the point quota system.

So basically i'm just giving a round figure of Rm 1700..


Seems alot right?

OKie.. Let's say Astro is around 100 bucks per month, then comes in ur rental for room in KL which is Rm700 at least, then your daily expenditure of food per day RM 15( a nice comfortable meals)

700+100+450=1250

This is not even including ur internet which now days we can't live without and also mobile prepaid or even line..

So just imagine ur self spending 450 per month eventhough you work day and night... Don't u think it's ridiculous... Obviously people would look for money...

I had bad experiences... I would do anything so that i would see money in my wallet. eventhough i used to live with my parents but never the less i had to spend on petrol and also car maintenance

I had to do taxi businesses in order for me to get some extra pocket money...

If night shift.. yes i would make some money.. but not that much.. most to most 50 bucks per night..and if day time... sometimes nil!
That is only taxi

Another method i used to do but i don't really like it is that i had to sell woman...

Who ask for it???

Guest only..
Can't say no alsoo!!
Have to give nyyy!
Pricing??
Hahahahha... Ask me in person i shall tell you

So at 1st i didn;t want to do
but desperate times.. you have to do it..

Eventhough i do feel pity for the ladies
But who am i to them..
Sometimes i do talk with them.. eventhough they look like rowdy i say
But as people say.. Treat them well and they will tend to treat you well..

Conclusion of it?
At the end of the day..
It's up to you
Cuz for malaysians, we are paying the 10% tax
However.. Dear Malaysians!!!
If you feel that person really did a very good job
Please tip them and say
" This is for you and only you!"

You know why??

Certain organizations they practice to share out their tips which i feel it's wrong at times
You work ur ass off and u share your tip with other??
Dafuq!!!

Even i practice that too...
Tip them once.. And you will see the amount of different it can make During ur stay in hotels
Or even in regular restaurants that you go for...