Sunday, March 17, 2013

Who should?

Somewhere a month ago...
While the writer was sippin his whiskey in a club

Where his brother was in the midst of seeing stars..

While he was minding his own drinks and listening to heavy bass music..
A woman he knew came close and sat beside him and she wasn't in her usual mood..

Being a gentleman, he asked her what's wrong?

Her facial expression says that she shouldn't ask a guy who's younger than her
But somehow she just asked...

It was a question which the writer himself wouldn't expect from that particular scene
"Who Should Propose first"?

For the writer..he was like... Both also can mah..

It's weird that these days even females are afraid to propose to a guy..

Seriously come on... What's wrong if a woman wanna propose to a guy that she always dreamt off and etc..


Not all guys can read woman's mind.. If they can read...Holy shit!!!


So as the writer.. He always believe that woman can change men's mind set...

For an example

Woman eventhough they are at fault... they can even make the men itself to apologize...

If a woman itself can make this why not they can implement this in their love stories...

I don't know about rest of the men out there, would they want a woman to propose or not.. personally the writer don't mind if a woman loves him and she wanna propose to him... what would be the worst case scenario??? Being friends!!!


Thursday, February 7, 2013

Chinese New Year..

People in Malaysia looks forward for holidays...
For one reason.. Holidays!!
True enough.. But As Malaysian, do we really celebrate it??

However the writer looks forward for Chinese New Year..
Knowing he's an Indian Guy.. But what's the harm in celebrating it?
Call him mad or watsoever, He actually looks forward for chinese new year..
All the Yee Sangs,

All the oranges... Even though he doesn't take em...
Everything will be red and gold!

And not forgetting the Angpaws being received from certain people who treats him as family

The thing which writer doesn't understand is that

Why doesn't many people really celebrate Chinese New Year??
In sense which people goes house visiting and so on..
No Doubt where they don't actually serve u food and they tend to gamble on that special occasion!

Can't blame them right...

But who cares...
Ask the kids these days " Have you been to a Chinese House on a New Year day?"
Answer will be "NO"

Why people are being so held up to the kids...
The writer used to be so excited when comes to open houses
(Eventhough he has attended one in Banting by the minister)

It's all about culture is the writer is concern about..
Does the Kids know the history of the Lion Dance..
Or have they even seen a Dragon Dance??
Or even seeing these dudes performing ontop of the huge logs!

As the writer grew up,
He had few chinese neigbours..
Even though the angpow may not be as big as he thinks..
But the thought that comes...
The writer always remembers each and every uncles and aunties who actually given him those angpaws...

The writer just understood Chinese New Year as a new year..
But not as a concept where people long lost relatives get back together..
And have one happy Meal and so on...

But.. When he was a teenager,
His mom and dad used to buy clothings and gifts for the contractors family...
We grew up as if it was like christmas.. Sharing gifts...


Yesterday...
After years of culture of visiting their house for CNY

The contractors wife was so glad we actually came by...
We have nothing muchh..
Just drinks and voila...
Exchange gifts...And not forgetting the angpows!

Its about time when the writer and his mother left the house...
The contractor's wife hugged him as a motherly hug...
And in the car, the writer's mom told him...
"Did you know that we are the only ones who are close to her at the moment"
Writer was stunned...

"What about her family and stuff like that.. Tak kan she got no one" writer kept on driving..


"It's not about family... It's about how you treat them...How much we care for them.... Have you ever see their sibling visiting them" " And i quote you this... She even said that You and ur brother are like brother's to Jun Men (Jun Men is a Down Syndrome Kid who is 19 yrs of age)

"And you do realize where she it self doesn't expose him to many people other than us"

The writer sense that we were like part of her family....

Saturday, January 19, 2013

Tears of broken heart

I have given all my love to you, but what do I get in return?
A broken heart.
I have given you my heart, and you stomp on it like a doormat.
I have given you my youth and you took advantage of my un-experienced heart and played with my emotions.
I gave you all the trust, but you misused it.
I gave you the benefit of the doubt, and you proved everyone right.
I gave you my life and you killed me day by day.
I want to pull my aching heart and tear it piece by piece, So I no longer love you.
I want to loose my memory so I no longer think of you.
I want to go so far so I no longer have to see you.
I want to cry but I no longer have any more tears to fall down
my sad lonely face.
I want to sleep but my dreams haunt me with you in them.
I can’t seem to find a way out. What do I do?
I don’t want anyone to see this not even you.
How do I get out of this?
How do I stop this misery? How do solve this mystery?
I can’t seem to find anyone to make feel the way you do,
The way you look at me,
the way you say my name,
the sound of your voice when you tell me that you care.
I love you so much I think I’m going to die from this pain that haunts day and night.
How can forget you? If the only love I know is you.
How can I move on? If life is not the same with out you.
I want to brake free and move on but I think I’ll be doing something wrong.
I just have to close my eyes and let things fly and let the days pass me by


Friday, January 18, 2013

Michael Jackson

It's weird for him to write about this post
But however it was a weirdest dream of all time
Dreaming about Michael Jackson...

Seems weird right
But however it seemed real
As he dreamed when he was a kid
When Michael Jackson came down to Malaysia in year 1995
And he even remembered asking his dad for permission to go for it
As you know the answer is always a NO from Indian Parents...

It was a dream which took place 18 yrs ago and it just came back in flash

It has been two days since the incident happened
And he still wonders why this dream.. A freakish one just suddenly came once again

:/