Mother..

Some of them treat mother as goddess
Some kids treats their mom well as they are more closer to the mothers

Well? How about u?

For the writer,
He's just a 50-50 person
No doubt people can say many things..
Oh you should be grateful and etc..
true enough! Appreciation is there

But there's one thing the writer always fear
If the person is not there anymore...

Have you actually thought what if your mother is no longer with you?
The writer himself has experienced certain of his friends who their mother passed away
And the aftermath?
Few scenarios

When the writer was std 3,
He clearly remembered his class mate name Rajesh Kumar
The writer don't know how his mother died but however
The writer could only remembered that he became a "9"
For those who don't know "9" is, it's like a woman soul trapped in Male's body.
Till today, the writer has no clue what or where is this fellar could be

Another incident happened somewhere 3 yrs ago
Where his friend from same college but different course
Apparently her mom died of breast cancer
The writer only met her mom once
And the next year she passed on

The Aftermath,
The writer's friend was totally depressed
And till today
He prays that she would get out from that depression
Knowing how close was the relationship with mother and daughter.
Apparently she even flunked some subject's
Not the same college as the writer but in a different college.
 
The writer believes not all of them are the same,
Some folks can be very bold and strong
Some even just cover up with their usual mask
But the writer respects those who are actually accept the fact that they are no more around... Like mind tells you to move on... Don't care about what happens now but think about the future...

Let's change

Have you ever dreamt about waking up as another person...

Like.. A whole new different person

A person who is the total opposite of the current you(not changing gender)

Seems easy but it's hard right...

Well let just say that the writer just had to do some changes in his life

It's not easy but he sometimes thought that being good at times pays off...

How shall the writer put it?

It's kinda hard to explain certain things..
On why people change.. Or why they even think about doing some changes...

Some guys says cause of woman they change...
And the girls just use the other way around...

If it was for something bad to good.. The writer is pretty sure that many people would support along the way especially friends...

However...

If it was good to bad.... It's something to ponder about..

What the writer went through seems a lil unfair towards him... He felt he mingle around with ladies alot.. He respects them.. But yet certain people just declares him as womanizer.

Even recently, he just feels that he's like a rebound to certain people.. forgotten while they are in midst of happiness and when they are sad.. they don't know who to go to and they end up texting the writer as if they don't feel it's a lil awkward to text the writer after long duration.

Do you know what it pist off people at times? What every fat guy that treats a woman right.. like they always wanted... and they (woman) always end up with a "Punch" dialog.. A dialog which clearly indicates that you're friendzoned for life...That's it! full stop!

Seems a lil hard to take it right.. What if you actually spend so much of time being with her or him... Making sure she's/He's in good shape where her/his useless douche duffle bag of her bf/gf treats her so crappy... It's not that the writer is sad or whatsoever.. he feels very dissapointed at times.. 

The writer wished that she could see a clearer picture that the bf of hers is not the one for her.. writer knows problems raises and stuff like that as couples.. but you don't insult your partner.. that's all i'm saying.. As they say.. A tongue is sharp as knives.. It doesn't stab u physically but mentally as well...After all people fall in love not seeing their body sizes or whatsoever thing u call it.. But via the mutual understanding and so many criteria comes along the way...

Cases like this sometimes makes the writer ponder... Is it so bad to be the good one? You listen to their stories and things change along the way...
You know what... I'm sure many of you have watched the video below.. Watch it and enjoy it..

If you're in this situation.. It's up to you to change.. But as the writer thinks..

It's time for him to change.. 

Langkawi 2011

 

A day after the black elections

 

Happy Birthday Amrit Bhinder!!!

Who should?

Somewhere a month ago...
While the writer was sippin his whiskey in a club
Where his brother was in the midst of seeing stars..

While he was minding his own drinks and listening to heavy bass music..
A woman he knew came close and sat beside him and she wasn't in her usual mood..

Being a gentleman, he asked her what's wrong?
Her facial expression says that she shouldn't ask a guy who's younger than her
But somehow she just asked...

It was a question which the writer himself wouldn't expect from that particular scene
"Who Should Propose first"?

For the writer..he was like... Both also can mah..

It's weird that these days even females are afraid to propose to a guy..

Seriously come on... What's wrong if a woman wanna propose to a guy that she always dreamt off and etc..

Not all guys can read woman's mind.. If they can read...Holy shit!!!


So as the writer.. He always believe that woman can change men's mind set...

For an example

Woman eventhough they are at fault... they can even make the men itself to apologize...

If a woman itself can make this why not they can implement this in their love stories...

I don't know about rest of the men out there, would they want a woman to propose or not.. personally the writer don't mind if a woman loves him and she wanna propose to him... what would be the worst case scenario??? Being friends!!!

Chinese New Year..

People in Malaysia looks forward for holidays...
For one reason.. Holidays!!
True enough.. But As Malaysian, do we really celebrate it??

However the writer looks forward for Chinese New Year..
Knowing he's an Indian Guy.. But what's the harm in celebrating it?
Call him mad or watsoever, He actually looks forward for chinese new year..
All the Yee Sangs,
All the oranges... Even though he doesn't take em...
Everything will be red and gold!
And not forgetting the Angpaws being received from certain people who treats him as family

The thing which writer doesn't understand is that
Why doesn't many people really celebrate Chinese New Year??
In sense which people goes house visiting and so on..
No Doubt where they don't actually serve u food and they tend to gamble on that special occasion!
Can't blame them right...

But who cares...
Ask the kids these days " Have you been to a Chinese House on a New Year day?"
Answer will be "NO"
Why people are being so held up to the kids...
The writer used to be so excited when comes to open houses
(Eventhough he has attended one in Banting by the minister)

It's all about culture is the writer is concern about..
Does the Kids know the history of the Lion Dance..
Or have they even seen a Dragon Dance??
Or even seeing these dudes performing ontop of the huge logs!

As the writer grew up,
He had few chinese neigbours..
Even though the angpow may not be as big as he thinks..
But the thought that comes...
The writer always remembers each and every uncles and aunties who actually given him those angpaws...

The writer just understood Chinese New Year as a new year..
But not as a concept where people long lost relatives get back together..
And have one happy Meal and so on...

But.. When he was a teenager,
His mom and dad used to buy clothings and gifts for the contractors family...
We grew up as if it was like christmas.. Sharing gifts...

Yesterday...
After years of culture of visiting their house for CNY
The contractors wife was so glad we actually came by...
We have nothing muchh..
Just drinks and voila...
Exchange gifts...And not forgetting the angpows!
Its about time when the writer and his mother left the house...
The contractor's wife hugged him as a motherly hug...
And in the car, the writer's mom told him...
"Did you know that we are the only ones who are close to her at the moment"
Writer was stunned...

"What about her family and stuff like that.. Tak kan she got no one" writer kept on driving..

"It's not about family... It's about how you treat them...How much we care for them.... Have you ever see their sibling visiting them" " And i quote you this... She even said that You and ur brother are like brother's to Jun Men (Jun Men is a Down Syndrome Kid who is 19 yrs of age)

"And you do realize where she it self doesn't expose him to many people other than us"

The writer sense that we were like part of her family....