Recently few things happen to me which i still can't believe it....I rather i say something which i never thought about it and yet it happened...
1st up: Still doin my degree and still struggling but not so bad as last time cuz now already "insaf"
2nd is about the things has been goin on lately until my mom has been asking questions that i could eventually reflect on it....Weird but seems to be true at times....
3rd: Life is not the same anymore....wat i meant is that....there were lotsa betrayal was goin on behind my back and yet i'm still licking my wounds...
I'm still wondering...Am i in the new year with new things or it's just a new year with same old things....Sometimes i wonder who shall i trust these days... it's sad nowdays i see many people being betrayed....
But whatever it happens.... It happens for a reason ..(at least that's wat i believe) and i believe the Lord will nvr let me down and i know he will give me the best in life...even though there are alot of heartaches along the line...At times where people even hate god for not giving them things that they want...they failed to see it in the positive way...Even-though i have encountered so many hurdles along this year...Yet i felt only solution is via praying...no matter how short or long...it's still a prayer...like a talk with god...leaning on him and explaining things that u're goin through...and ask for guidance...People expect it to be instant but they failed to realize god uses his people as instrument... =D
Sometimes the things are goin right now....i feel that it's better to be a lone ranger than have so many friends around you...You rather be at home...do nothing...just being alone...listen to music( lessen the pain of being hurt) or just facebook for the games sake =P
Sometimes when we have been backstab, u feel like killing the person...but it took a while for me to realize the meaning of forgiveness...Yes yes yes!!!! i Know a very hard action to be done by people!!!
But look at the bright side....What's the point take revenge....Might it self settle it...and go in your own ways where you won't even meet the obstacle once again.....
anyways...i gtg...god knows when i will ever blog again =P
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