Pictures

As he was cleaning up his room,
He found certain things which he shouldn't have seen
Some of the old pictures drops out from the shelf..
Pictures of himself with his old school friends...


Some of the pictures made him sad..
It just he was like "forever alone case"
Taking pictures all by himself...
without any friends along with him..


Some pictures of him being round..
Some pictures of him being the Upper pants...
at times he actually wonders how things changes everything..
At times, he really thank the hip hop culture and also the rap culture..
For changing him at times..
As he saw those old pictures of him during the younger days in Secondary was too humiliating


He actually was made fun by his batch days..
Was as a laughing stock...
Till the years of Form 5..
Where certain people made impact on his life style...
Not much but a lil improvement from the past...


Not much of difference from college life and school life
Being mocked as usual..
School guys who are smarter than him was like world on their own..
Till came to a birthday function..
Where he and his buddy was called by some matured girls... and He was being treated as a King..
This was in 2006..
Massive year which he was camwhoring 
Elder Girls cuddling him as his old school friends saw him and made it as a topic of the night to gossip..
The topic was... Long lost friend forgotten his school friends!


As time goes on...
He thought to himself that he could be just naive 
As he thought that girls loves those guys who are trustworthy type of people..... 
He did got himself involve in a relationship.. but what he didn't know is that he didn't know the pain which he might end up getting as he went too deep..


He still kept the pictures of him and his ex during the christmas 2008 
As she came to his house for christmas...
Being all cuddly and was thinking that he couldn't live without her..

Things change from that moment... 
He was badly hit and damaged..
Damaged till he cries and wonders what mistake he did till he deserved the greatest punishment of all
Was he not romantic enough? Wasn't he fast enough to understand her?
Wasn't he appealing enough? Or he even thought that he wasn't the one to had sex with...


He started socializing...
Learning certain things in life..
Trying his level best to understand games being set by human nature..
And also trying his level best to avoid certain people from getting into that trap..


The duration was long enough...
Long in term it was almost more than 2 years..


From every moments that he does..
He takes some images of it..
Not because of the fun sake...
It just to show that he had good times...
Friends or Co-Workers
All the same....
All he ever wanted to prove is that... he enjoys life