Life has Change

Hmm... Finally i got some spare time to blog actually.. but this time, i'm bloggin from my office!!! Haahaha!

Just a small thing i would like to share with you guys today about life and so on. Sometimes i really wished i was a student at times where things in working life is too matured i say... matured in sense that i'm not ready to actually face nor even advise people in certain things...

Weird but true to me... cuz i'm just goin into 22 this year and my colleagues are more elder than me by the average of 3-4 years gap and some are married and having kids as if the world has no kids at all... There are even times that i wanted to stop working and just go for a different line... Maybe i was brought up in such where i must be concern about other people's feelings at times especially ladies feelings... And the scenarios that they ask advise for me it's not a simple thing but it involves so many people that i know... i ain't a super hero in advising people.... i just give my opinion and voila!!! That's is about working life only... Not yet personal one =P

Hmm... About friends, at times i feel that i let them climb over my head until some best friends of mine actually unfold some things which aren't meant to be told... Yes i know it hurts at times but what to do... Life's a bitch tho!!! And some people just say lies to me even though i know the truth.. Doesn't it make your wound go bigger at times??? I even tell my friends to be independent but yet they still want me around.. but once they get someone special.. that's it!!! goes vanish in the thin air!!!! and months later you can expect that person to be talking with you just to say i'm no more in relationship... It's not that i can help or so whatever.. as people say.. "never forget those who did good deeds to you"

Not to say i want to brag about myself but i've helped so many people at times but they gave me all heart aches and so on... even now i'm typing this blog with heartache and i wished that person actually reads this blog at times to know how much i cared for her at times, the times i had to be with her through sleepless nights.. Well.. Learn from the past but until today.. i will never think bad about her... even she ask for advises also i will give her the best.. cuz i ain't cruel to destroy a woman's life or so whatever... I can't be mean at times... I'm just like that.. =( or maybe i just don't want karma to come back knocking at my door step...

Hmm work life starts now on....

Ah Fiiinnnaaaallly!!!!!!

Got some spare time to Blog again!!!!!!

Oh yes...it's been like going to be a month where i started off my career as a hotelier... hmm i know lot of them wanna work cuz of the money.. believe me!!! U don't want to work...

Come to the point where i 1st started at Carlton Holiday at Shah Alam *i know it's far but wat to do... no job offer mah* So i started learning here they way of front office and doing some reports..man i really had great time there but the only thing that puts me off from working is that the hygiene of that hotel.... IT"S FREAKING DIRTY!!!!!!! The rooms, the restaurant... the kitchen as well!!!!! I think i also can manage my house kitchen more better at times...lol!!!

Ah yes... u think i'm joking???? Not really when u can see some best friends like cockroach walking here and there as a family... ONE BIG FAMILY!!!!!!! and yeah... the staff meal.. I dunno the chef prepared food for the animals or even human being.. it's so damn fucked up!!!! (that's show how bad is it)

It's like at times when u get hungry real bad and all u see is food that can really put ur mood off and get back to work....

The work i was doing... wow!!! i didn't know i had the talent to multi task.. i was an operator... reservation person...front office person and also house keeper (those u know me very well will LOL at this statement)

Before i resign from there...I had a lil chat with my General Manager.. not a lil chat but a one full hour solid chat and i had to tell him off what are the things are really happening in the hotel while is he gone cuz GM comes in like chipsmore... Suddenly he will go missing at times... So yeah.. had to tell him off and i even like explain what are the things to do.. cuz the staff knows that the GM is not around... all can relax aje!!! Oh btw.. this job only lasted me for 2 weeks only.. =P

Then i joined another hotel named by Star Point Hotel (which is beside the Hannifa Textile company).. It was like so damn good for a 3star!!!! I seriously fell in love with the place...Even though it's in Masjid India but the hotel rooms are freaking nice!!!!! And yeah i love the tag line of the company which says " We don't sell rooms... Only home"

The 1st thing that really scared me was the food... but when i went up to the cafeteria for lunch.. MATHER!!!!!!!!! It was like.. damn!!!!! It's so damn nice and tasty... i really thank god for that...even though my pay is less nevertheless the food was so tasty and it's more to Pakistan food.. which i don't mind also... janji got something like indian food a bit!

But about the new place... I love the front office.. just that.. the reservation people gets into my nerves at times.. simply won't key in the reservations!!!!! damn lazy bitches!

But over all.. i'm glad i've learnt so much of things in this short period of time and yet... i'm still learning!!!!

Adios!!!!

Get Freaky

Oh well... At times Malaysian people tend to think twice whether is it the worth of money to dump in to buy an Original Cd at times... Well I had it too!!! Until this album came up which is called "Get Freaky" by Haze Freaky G....

At 1st i honestly gotta say i didn't fancy his hit song 70's penne or known as 70's girl.. But my aunty drag 3 of us for his album launch and i was like what the hell is wrong with you!!!!

And yeah..When i got his Cd.. It was like a norm thing to check out the Cd casing and stuff like that and i was like... " aiayah!!! 9 songs only ah" But as Haze was like explaining about his album i kinda like the way he portrayed his album...He was like telling that some songs were meant for his wife...

But there was this song name " You Should Really KNow" Attracted me in some way by me saying.. it will be a good song.. and yeah.. When he sang it live, I was really in tears...No joke... they way he sang it.. the lyrics were so damn freaking meaning ful until i was like... Never a man in my life have seen a guy express his heart and soul work into music and there is where i said.. Haze is a heck of a singer....His wife was so amazed with his work and she also was in tears...

But one thing for sure... I know many people still dunno about Haze, but once they know him and the way he express himself in music... You will be saluting him all the way...

Pulau Tioman

Oh yeah... Just got back from Pulau Tioman... And it was great though.. Just that my expectations for this island was too high when people told me that tioman was better....

I still prefer Pulau Redang whereby it was cleaner than Tioman and the water.. OH YEAH!!! Redang was better and i'm planning to go there again cuz it has nvr let me down at all!

1st Up Tioman should consider changing the name to Pulau Kucing... All i see is just "CATS" all around the island and from no where i see cow-dang... I was like... where on earth is that damn bladdy cow!!!!!

Over all the vacation was good lah... just somethings were like unexpected like the rooms were sucky and the best joke is that.... they nvr cleaned the room for that 3 days of my stay!!!!!

The pics are on facebook already...So feel free to see it then...

The Final Results in College Life...

Once Final exams are over... WHOOOORAYYY!!!!!! Until... a day before the results comin out!!!!

Just exactly 24 hours ago, I was in my room, Thinking what if i fail once again??? Will i be ever graduating with my BA2A??? So many things ran into my mind 24 hours ago and i was practically thinking of not going to college to collect those results...I thought of go for the trip...and then see the results at home.. But then, something said to me that.. i might fail QM (quantitative methods) cuz the ratio of people passing that paper in that class was like 80% failed and only 20% pass... So by hearing that....Don't you feel like freaking out a lil??? I had sleepless night but some how i manage to sleep for couple of hours...

One of my class mate(Thiagesh) said that he will take it for me.. So i was expecting for his call.. and guess wat happen.. My phone line was barred!!! (TIU!!!!) ..

Practically i was like depending on the house phone and suddenly thiagesh said that we must collect our own results!!!! I was like.... Mother!!!! damn!!!!

"Did i failed all three papers??" That was running into my mind until i drove like a maniac and reached college within 15 mins. Once found a parking spot.. i slowly walked into the college with fear i may go home with disappointment cuz in my whole degree life, i have not taken results from college. Once i was infront of the SHTCA(School of Hospitality Tourism & Culinary Arts) office, i met two students from the BA2C (which is my class students for QM and Economics) and they said Mr Raja (AA for BA2c) wants to meet you urgently....

I walked in slowly as i saw some lecturers were minding their own business as always and i saw the AA. The particular AA told me to wait outside the office... I was like worried he might take some resit forms again and also ask me to pay on the spot... When i was outside the office, i saw the students marks and it wasn't appealing at all.. Some had '0' for RM(Research Method) and for QM... It was like hell!!!!!! Just the same scenario as BA2A....

AA walks out... and i was in fear like never before... At least he smiled!!!! for a 1st time and said... "Get out from here!!!!"

I was like puzzled for a moment and i saw my results... It may not be good as a perfect student score but i manage to scrap through!!!!!! I was like in the moment of "vettaikkaran" where vijay pass his exams!!!!!!!!

I thanked my AA and i met my old AA regarding the Convo and asked some advise from him... cuz he's a really great man... Mr tham!!! One of the best lecturers i've ever en-counted!!!

Back to the car.. where i was silent for a moment....and open my results...i didn't admire the results... but to my self i said softly..

"It's accomplished!"

I was so puzzled....dunno wat to do at all!!! I drove home safely...and gave a pity face to my mom...

Mom was like... What happen????

Me while giving the sad face replied in soft tone... "ma... i...actually... errr... I PASSED MY EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!"

Mother was like..." bladdy fool u!!!!!" and started to chase me!!! and my grand mom was happy that i could complete the course... My dad the other side was damn happy and started announcing to other relatives and he eventually gave free lunch to his stuff!!!! ( bladdy staff owes me a treat)

From what i've learnt today is that... Money can't buy happiness at times... It all about you trying to perform your very best and then making your parents proud at the same time....

NOW!!!!!! Yeah baby yeah!!!!!! No more degree!!! and yeah...something waits for me....which is

PULAU TIOMAN BABY!!!! I"M GONNA GET DRUNK AND GONNA CRUNK ALL NIGHT LONG!!!!!!!!!

Videos and Pics brought memories back

Well... today i proudly i can say that i'm the savior of Pai's Inc (oh yeah... include Hemant Singh as well) you know why????? Cuz i manage to recover most of the Pai's Inc videos and also those voice clips that we been searching all these while.....

It was all of the sudden that we thought of searching for all the old clip of ours until today when Hemant said that he recovered some videos that we did atVenice Hill... Oh that was sweet memories!!!! Really acted out well that time and also that shows we were creative and yeah... We basically had our fans and always encouraged us to do the videos but what to do.... College had to spoil everything...lol!!!

Ah,1st up... it was the Lal Ghangra video... I was like WTF!!!!!...and secondly it was a hindi song where Mevin,Hemant and Mitharan acting as if they were proposing to a girl which was Krishna...lol!!!!

Not only videos being found but also memoriable pictures which we slapped our forhead and laughed as if there is no tomorrow...Some pics were priceless... some pics were like shit!!! But most of it was Priceless cuz none of them had the set of pics collection that i had... Those days we had to use our handphone cameras to video shoot our videos until mevin bought his digital camera and Hemant as well...

But there was a voice clip that Me and Hemant love listening over and over again.... i really LOL when i heard that clip again... and hearing those clips again made us close again...Mitharan is gonna get shocked of his life when he gets to know these things...lol!!!

Other than those Venice hill videos, we did some inside car shooting and also outdoor shooting like mamak shops and also outside very own compound... It was like magic moment of our teenage life...

There are some videos that i've done before and it seems to be like yesterday.... Where our goal was to make more friends and also be famous in terms our friendship.... Like the "Punjabi Bloods"(if dunno them, go to youtube and u will find their videos)

True enough, we did became famous. Alot of them knew us but they act as if they don't know us... until today as well!!!! They expect us to make the 1st move which our Pai's Inc ruling is that... U treat us well and we treat u well =D Isn't that simple???

BUT there are some negative things happen to us. Some started spreading rumors about hemant and stuff like that... God knows what people will be bitching about me in public....Hopefully nothing lah... =( hahahahahaha

While i was searching pics and videos for Pai's Inc.. I manage to get some old pics like my grand dad's dying stages, My dog's final moments... ='( and many more...

But there were some good pics i found!!!!... Friend's 18th birthday!!!!! oh yeah.. still slurrring over her!!!! =D but all that has become memories and it will remains as part of life....


My point is that whenever you do something..always have a camera with you..Some people may say things but these things, it has helped us to reclaim those sweet memories... and that memories can't be bought over cash.... So people!!!! Get a camera!!!! and start doin shooting and also snapping pics... I've experienced it and i want you readers to experience it as well.... No matter short distance vacation, grand mom's house, uncle's house...anywhere...cuz we don't know when we will be reaching high heavens above.... Peace out!!!

Life brief's candle....Don't u agree with it??

Time for me to blog again..Yeah..had one hectic week with friends and relatives but nothing stops me from bloggin this site tho.. =D cuz it's like my passion nowdays to blog every now and then..just to share some experience and also reflect them at times where it may not be worty for now...but in future, you will actually smile to your own self and teling to ur self

"That was the good old days!!!"

Few years ago, i was in college life.. thinking life is still young and stuff like that..Now??? going to work??? Where am i now??? I'm feeling so lost and dunno where to head on after educations...Oh well!!! to the hotels of course!!! But think again... Y life is going too fast at the moment... When we are kids, we used to say.. i wanna grow old!!! but when u're old... u wanna be young...

Now for me to work it's kinda hard for me.. being pampered and stuff like that, but i realized that in few years time, i might be getting married to someone... who knows it maybe my crush or someone who i knew long ago...or perhaps someone just walk into my life... after all this thing being considered by me.. i was like... SHIT!!!!! gotta catch up something b4 it's too late...

Not only me, but some of my relatives as well think her kids growing up so fast...But it's good that we grow up fast.. so that we can be more matured at times and get into things seriously.. No wonder people says that life is short...so rock on...lol!!! oh yeah, remember those words from ivan valentine..hehehe

Exams is here!!!!!

Oh yeah!!!! The thing that all students waits for... EXAMS!!!!!

Damn lah... y lah y lah from all the time exams has to be the one that gives fear to the students....I wonder which bastard came out with the term called exam...

alot of them are suffering cuz of this stupid exams... why!!!!!!!

Nvr mind...all i can say now is that... BA2C and BA2D... ALL THE BEST!!!!!

It's Already April!!!!

Damn!!!! Time files so damn freaking fast wei!!!

Next month is already my presentation month...and summore finals is comin up as well..lol! and me...still as the same old person whereby like to chill alot...love to "facebook" which eventually i so called the facebook king...heheheh!!!

hmmm..but whatever it maybe...I still miss my BA2A batch in college...eventhough we don't talk with the whole class mates but we choose our own..but i still miss them..One reason..family!!!

Yes i know it sounds weird but...when i took a new sem with the junior batch...I felt out of place..You don't even know who are they...and even they know u also...they treat you like an outsider...They don't welcome you...Maybe it's my fate whereby i should pass this time??? i dunno...could be =P ONe thing i always hate is that some lecturers don't even respect the students...Not to the floaters!!!! but also own students...Eventhough some students talks to him nicely yet he stil can show his shit face and answer them rudely...I pity those students who actually taking lessons from him also... all goin through hell i know!!!!


I don't give a damn if any of my lecturer sees this post...cuz the whole class can't stand with his attitude!!!! So how now??? See the head of the school??? i don't think so she will even layan this....cuz when we said last time change the econs lecturer..Did she ever did it??? NO!!!!!!

Seriously i used to enjoy college..but it seems that college ain't a home for me to hang out...I rather just hang out alone in some public area...

Anyways... I duwan to say anything bad about my college..(OH HELL YEAH!!!!) If not i cannot get my degree from there...lol! Ask anyone from the streets near KDU and they shall tell about KDU....

Apart from that... There is one lecturer..Not one lah but some lecturers are understanding and knows the pain of the students goin through...and i'm surprise that he is in some high postition rank in KDU..but he actually know how to interact with students...and always make fun about the floatters having AA meeting every weeek...

Oh well...that's all for now...I shall resume next post when i open up my dad's lappie again...lol!

After math!!! HSS 21st birthday bash

FINALLY!!!!!!!

The party went well......Being a MC(master of ceremony) ain't easy...need to alias with so many people and so on...well...so far we have been receiving alot of good remarks about the night...some said it was just night and so on...but most of them love the video and also photo slides which was quite unique to them i suppose....or maybe the way i took the video kut....lol!!!

The moral of the story is that...we have to cooperate with one another...even u hate the person till the max also..u still need to help it out cuz u're a team..not running it by a solo... =P

Actually...the video can't be made by myself..but the help of hemant's friends which took time to convert the files and also send it via emails...Hemant was surprise to see his lecturers were on the video as well..lol! Well as long my brother is happy...i'm happy as well...

There were some dutt guys who eventually asked me which company i worked for....i was like..huh??? u got to be kidding me... But i said it in a nice way and explain to him about me being as hemant's friend...lol!

During the event...there were last min changes...and we took on the show without telling hemant's dad wat was actually goin on...hahah!!! good times!!! and some thing we did was like damn random....for example..we suppose to introduce the next performer(gurujit)..but instead... my self and krishna was doin a scene there...all about twisting.... =P

Hemant was like WTF!!!! lol!!!! well..turn out to be like pro tho.... muahahahahahahaha!!!!

well..party ended upwith dance floor as usual...and i couldn't keep my eyes off that hemant's massi....(damn she was a hot babe) *she's my age* and her dance was like killing me inside...lol!!!! i know i'm goin too over her ..hahahaha!

ended up being so damn tired....and until now...still lack of sleep..but...really had a blast on that day...


Currently waiting for the pics only to be uploded...once uploded...then u will know....

Another one before my sleepless nights begins...

This week is gonna be interersting after we celebrated Mr HSS birthday in simple way but yet soon to have the great 21 birthday celebration this week friday on the 26th of Feb.. It's some thing that i have to look forward...

and being a MC for the 1st time...gosh...god bless me... hope myself, Gurujit and Krishna can rock the show on that night with Mevin's help along....so limited time but i ain't gonna let my brother down...gotta make it as a memoriable birthday which he will nvr forget...lol!!!

well..so far things have been goin on well....hope things will be settle soon

The aftermath

Well a new year with new blog site...God knows wat happen to my blog email add...Can't even log in also..so i thought it would be a good time to start off a new blog with something new...

Recently few things happen to me which i still can't believe it....I rather i say something which i never thought about it and yet it happened...

1st up: Still doin my degree and still struggling but not so bad as last time cuz now already "insaf"

2nd is about the things has been goin on lately until my mom has been asking questions that i could eventually reflect on it....Weird but seems to be true at times....

3rd: Life is not the same anymore....wat i meant is that....there were lotsa betrayal was goin on behind my back and yet i'm still licking my wounds...

I'm still wondering...Am i in the new year with new things or it's just a new year with same old things....Sometimes i wonder who shall i trust these days... it's sad nowdays i see many people being betrayed....

But whatever it happens.... It happens for a reason ..(at least that's wat i believe) and i believe the Lord will nvr let me down and i know he will give me the best in life...even though there are alot of heartaches along the line...At times where people even hate god for not giving them things that they want...they failed to see it in the positive way...Even-though i have encountered so many hurdles along this year...Yet i felt only solution is via praying...no matter how short or long...it's still a prayer...like a talk with god...leaning on him and explaining things that u're goin through...and ask for guidance...People expect it to be instant but they failed to realize god uses his people as instrument... =D

Sometimes the things are goin right now....i feel that it's better to be a lone ranger than have so many friends around you...You rather be at home...do nothing...just being alone...listen to music( lessen the pain of being hurt) or just facebook for the games sake =P

Sometimes when we have been backstab, u feel like killing the person...but it took a while for me to realize the meaning of forgiveness...Yes yes yes!!!! i Know a very hard action to be done by people!!!

But look at the bright side....What's the point take revenge....Might it self settle it...and go in your own ways where you won't even meet the obstacle once again.....

anyways...i gtg...god knows when i will ever blog again =P