Life has Change

Hmm... Finally i got some spare time to blog actually.. but this time, i'm bloggin from my office!!! Haahaha!

Just a small thing i would like to share with you guys today about life and so on. Sometimes i really wished i was a student at times where things in working life is too matured i say... matured in sense that i'm not ready to actually face nor even advise people in certain things...

Weird but true to me... cuz i'm just goin into 22 this year and my colleagues are more elder than me by the average of 3-4 years gap and some are married and having kids as if the world has no kids at all... There are even times that i wanted to stop working and just go for a different line... Maybe i was brought up in such where i must be concern about other people's feelings at times especially ladies feelings... And the scenarios that they ask advise for me it's not a simple thing but it involves so many people that i know... i ain't a super hero in advising people.... i just give my opinion and voila!!! That's is about working life only... Not yet personal one =P

Hmm... About friends, at times i feel that i let them climb over my head until some best friends of mine actually unfold some things which aren't meant to be told... Yes i know it hurts at times but what to do... Life's a bitch tho!!! And some people just say lies to me even though i know the truth.. Doesn't it make your wound go bigger at times??? I even tell my friends to be independent but yet they still want me around.. but once they get someone special.. that's it!!! goes vanish in the thin air!!!! and months later you can expect that person to be talking with you just to say i'm no more in relationship... It's not that i can help or so whatever.. as people say.. "never forget those who did good deeds to you"

Not to say i want to brag about myself but i've helped so many people at times but they gave me all heart aches and so on... even now i'm typing this blog with heartache and i wished that person actually reads this blog at times to know how much i cared for her at times, the times i had to be with her through sleepless nights.. Well.. Learn from the past but until today.. i will never think bad about her... even she ask for advises also i will give her the best.. cuz i ain't cruel to destroy a woman's life or so whatever... I can't be mean at times... I'm just like that.. =( or maybe i just don't want karma to come back knocking at my door step...