Wake me Up when December ends!

It seems a nice month
Not for him..
Things getting bad to worst..
his dad was admitted in the hospital..A day before his birthday

He just couldn't just believe it for the reason of him getting admitted
Actually... He didn't had the mood to celebrate his own birthday
All he wanted to do is get wasted...
That's all!!!
It sounds simple but just imagine your friends wanna do a surprise by bringing her and it didn't go as expected
Man he just didn't had the mood at all...
Thousand apologies being done also but it still won't be enough..


He comes to work...
Boss asked him to stay back for appraisal 
But 1st day he had to wait for at least 4 hours
The next day..
Appraisal being performed
Boss feels he's lacking of something...
There goes down his spirit
The hardworking spirit... Just felt like.. Just leave the job and just stay at home..
But he has to think about the future...
too many things ran on his mind...
About his dad... about financial that is gonna affect him badly...


It's about time he feels that his dad should take time off...
and actually just relax himself like any other retired man would do... but it's not stopping him
One side of me just says that he should leave his passion for his father's sake... Learn something from him and eventually make hella outta money
But he rethinks again... He fought for this line... but yet.. he has to sacrifice himself for the company... making it grow...
Making it well establish and also create a good repo with other hotels....

Pictures

As he was cleaning up his room,
He found certain things which he shouldn't have seen
Some of the old pictures drops out from the shelf..
Pictures of himself with his old school friends...


Some of the pictures made him sad..
It just he was like "forever alone case"
Taking pictures all by himself...
without any friends along with him..


Some pictures of him being round..
Some pictures of him being the Upper pants...
at times he actually wonders how things changes everything..
At times, he really thank the hip hop culture and also the rap culture..
For changing him at times..
As he saw those old pictures of him during the younger days in Secondary was too humiliating


He actually was made fun by his batch days..
Was as a laughing stock...
Till the years of Form 5..
Where certain people made impact on his life style...
Not much but a lil improvement from the past...


Not much of difference from college life and school life
Being mocked as usual..
School guys who are smarter than him was like world on their own..
Till came to a birthday function..
Where he and his buddy was called by some matured girls... and He was being treated as a King..
This was in 2006..
Massive year which he was camwhoring 
Elder Girls cuddling him as his old school friends saw him and made it as a topic of the night to gossip..
The topic was... Long lost friend forgotten his school friends!


As time goes on...
He thought to himself that he could be just naive 
As he thought that girls loves those guys who are trustworthy type of people..... 
He did got himself involve in a relationship.. but what he didn't know is that he didn't know the pain which he might end up getting as he went too deep..


He still kept the pictures of him and his ex during the christmas 2008 
As she came to his house for christmas...
Being all cuddly and was thinking that he couldn't live without her..

Things change from that moment... 
He was badly hit and damaged..
Damaged till he cries and wonders what mistake he did till he deserved the greatest punishment of all
Was he not romantic enough? Wasn't he fast enough to understand her?
Wasn't he appealing enough? Or he even thought that he wasn't the one to had sex with...


He started socializing...
Learning certain things in life..
Trying his level best to understand games being set by human nature..
And also trying his level best to avoid certain people from getting into that trap..


The duration was long enough...
Long in term it was almost more than 2 years..


From every moments that he does..
He takes some images of it..
Not because of the fun sake...
It just to show that he had good times...
Friends or Co-Workers
All the same....
All he ever wanted to prove is that... he enjoys life

Sand Castle in the Sand...

Have you Just imagine yourself...
Near the beach side...
Hearing the Sounds of the waves... splashing on the shore..


Just sitting near the shore...
While feel the strong breeze..
As you admire certain things...
Like a child playing with her tools..
Creating Sandcastle....with her own imagination of she will be the princess and waiting for the prince..
Boys with their kites.. to see how high the kites can soar!


Couples walking on shore...
Holding hand to hand...
Smiles.. Giggle while hugging...
As they enjoy the view of the sunset...
The Golden age people.. gossiping to another golden age person..
Talking about their past on how they used to be...
While holding on to their Grandsons and daughter...

It's amazing when you see this in life.. when you're alone..

cuz...

You being observant and... you will appreciate life more than anything else

Life is not all about problems.. But there will be some good times...
Always cherish the good memories and learn from the bad ones....
There are times where we can't be patience at all... Cuz needing instant answers..
But we failed to realize... there will be a day the answers will be answered...
but it takes time... 


Some answer within short period and some takes even years to figure it out..
But hey!
That's Life...No one has instruction Manual to live!

Claude - Afterthought (2011)

Unusual weekend

How screwed can it be?
System was freaking slow..

You can't do any proper auditing

You can't even surf the net

The Pc over her is a piece of trash!

Called up the Networking guy.. he's telling System problem..
Called up the person incharge of system.. He's telling the other way around!
Seriously What the fuck is goin on!

Can't take it anymore!!
Summore today suspected for over flowing
Aiyooo!!!! My weekend die lahhhh!!!!

After Math!

Man it was awesome...
Awesome till i had fall and miraculously I survived!!!
Suppose to be hospitalized and i just walked away with few bruises


And some people have been telling about jesus image appeared in the Chapel
And they say is a miracle...
Let me say about miracle...!!!


Before i was born.. Doc told my mom it's confirm a baby girl!!!
And wat u came out as???? A boy..


2nd Miracle.. They say i couldn't talk nor hear!!!!! But wat happen??? I started speaking at the age of 7 and i can hear!.. I remember my mom used to take me to SJMC just to do the speech therapy and the doctor thinks i was dumb to arrange blocks and hear music... Come on.. My favourite was MJ and MC Hammer!!! Takan i tak tahu bunyi semua!!!!!   


3rd Miracle.. People thought i was a very slow learner.... Very slow till people have gaven up hope on me... But wat happen 22 yrs later??? A degree Graduated??? =)) I have to thank few people that has not lost hope in me.. 1st up my tadika teachers.. where i see the little note being written on the pic which motivates me...and parents =)

4th Miracle...Slip and fell down at tanah lot! and My head was banged on the rocks!!!! and guess wat.. i only walk away with few bruises... Am i lucky or another miracle???

So don' talk about miracles to me cuz i feel like a miracle kid!

Pressure =(

Counting down the days...

Days that he has been looking for..

A Trip... 

A trip he needed badly..

It has been his dream to hit that place when he was a teenager

Maybe it's about time..

To release all the stress he went through..

Love life.. work life... too much of things to think about...

Maybe this will be the medication for it...

To be away from the world that he knew to explore this new place..

He has been pressured at times... 

He feels he's not performing the best he could

He feels that something disturbs him...

But he fails to realize what has been disturbing all these while...

But he knows... it's gonna be a good one For all he has gone through!!!

Time to take the Change

Cheated..
He felt it..
It was too cold for him to accept it...


His friend said a fact but the truth..
But his friend thinks that coming out from his family would be easy enough..
With that sad thing he had.. He was still able to talk


In that time..
He just lies down in the room..
Thinking wat to do....
He felt it's time to ignore people...
Live in the shadows of darkness again...
Less interaction with people..
Who ever from the past just used him as their shoulder to cry on.. He feels that they shouldn't be cared anymore!!!
He gotta learn the hard way...
By not missing people.. He gotta take the challenge which he also thinks it maybe ridiculous..
He wished that he was born without feelings at times...
Just work work work...


By working... He learns things everyday..
He has his goals to achieve..
He still feels that he should leave to United Kingdom
Just join his cousin which been calling him down for donkey years
If he gets it....

He might just use this term "Seperti Kacang Melupakan Kulit"


But... he still wants the people who has cheated on him to succeed in life...

Move on...

It was an unusual day for him,
Sleepless nights as he looks up in the ceiling while listening to his collections
It was a miss call
So he decided to call back
And he hear her voice


It was pretty awkward when you don;t have much to say and yet still wanna continue the convo
He knew she didn't tell him something but he kinda figured it out long time
Due to her strange actions and so on..
Even he has been acting very strange with her..
Till something told him that to leave her... But he's too nice to leave anyone hanging


Till she whispers those words which made him sad...
Sad not for gettin her..
But sad due to the guy she curse is now back into her life
She seems can't live without him
But He feels that she could get someone better than him..
He betrayed her.. but she forgives him..


The question is.... If she has done similar to wat he has done(Same bf)??? Will he ever willing forgiving her over and over again?


Time for him(not the BF) to move on...
He has to think where people don't care about feelings..
Now he has to realize that people make use of him


Now when someone says "I love you " to him..
Only thing will strike on his mind is 
" For how long? As feelings are like seasons..They come and go"


Sadness plays it part... but he has to take up a challenge 


MOVE ON!

Song worth Bitter memories

At wee hours..A song being played...
A Song which he didn't hear for sometime...
A Song that brought back his old memories...
Which brought some painful moments and also sweet ones

He just looked into his old pics of his in year 2009
So many changes in him,
In terms of Maturity of himself ,
But he was feeling lonely...
Thinks as there's no point to love anyone...
Or maybe he fears that it would happen once again

He knows he's not ready for another rejection
As he knows, most of them treats him as a friend nor just as a bestie
But he still thanks the lord for what ever blessings he has given,
He still has hopes which the lord will never let him down

It was the day he met her..

June 18th 2008
It was almost evening...
When he knew something good is gonna come...
The day he await for...
Thinking it would be the one for him...


Then she came...
With his dad smiling
It was a greatest surprise for him as he was expecting something different
The expression he gave was simply priceless..
No words could describe his feelings for it...
It was like a Match made in heaven..


The next day.. He eventually said to him self that he's gonna take it...
Took it to various places...
He enjoys it... A smile on his face...
He didn't knew he was getting it... NO way he ever dreamt of it...
His friends came over... to see her...
They Praise for her beauty...
The sleekness and so on...


Years went by.. His feeling grew stronger...
Like there's a bonding between both of them...
Like mutual understanding... 
She has never let him down...Always there to give the best...
Never once gave up...But if her opponent was greater than her... she has to give it up..
When he sees his baby hurts.. He can't take it.. even a single scratch.. 
No one realizes the bonding he has for her...Many of them think it's fantasy...
It may be fantasy for them.. But for him... she's always the one he cares
She always brings him to place in one piece...
Always on his side... In good nor in bad times...
Eventually he was down... She was there to be with him.. letting him to release his anger on her
He loves her so much till he spends alot on her...


So many shots of it being taken...
So many scene happened 
So many video shoot being done


She's already 3 this year..
But it seems like yesterday he met her...
He always wishes that she will always be with him forever more...

His dearest Monalisa....

She is...

Well today i decide to blog on someone..
Her name well... just keep it for last aiight


Well i knew her since my diploma days..
When she was in business and i was in Hotel Management
Just like normal other college kids.. we were basically close 
Until certain time where people started to hate her and so on... passing false remarks on her


So it still didn't stop me from contacting her
But then we some how lost contact due to she didn't had her hp as she was using her mom's hp
So yeah.. Thanks to friendster and facebook, we manage to keep contact..


Till like Last year when we manage to meet up after so freaking long... and Just imagine she asked me to go to her house...
I was a lil Nervous as that time i was going to her house and 1st time seeing her family and so on
But her family was aiight... welcome me well... i was pretty shy tho!!!
But her dad is strict but loving dad... So i don't blame him for being over protective over his daughter
Took her out and have fun at various places...Sunway, Curve... Ikano....


But came to a time when she was really down during last year i think...
She was crying alot.. and basically she can't tell it out to many people as not many people know about her bf
So i was there for her and so on... Was a person who lend his shoulder to her to cry on... Cuz i hate woman crying infront of me...


Met her more often and so on
but something in me like felt something for her... damn!!!! I hated that part
Not gonna explain it here as it was like our bad times
But things became aiight when her parents found a guy for her
Was happy as she followed her parents advise
So till today i still care for her and yeah... I love the way she calls me panda bobo.. It makes me special as i call her Bebo... Hahahahah!!!! I remember once she eventually changed her name on Facebook


I used to recall the times when we used to have heart to heart talks about relationships and stuff like that... Could just remember when we walked outside of Sunway Pyramid and we just talked about stuff that might happened in the future... and she was so worried about certain things which she needed a lil push from somewhere...




But... it was a a month ago when i saw her... she lost so much of weight which i nearly teared actually *to be honest* seeing her so sickly due to certain reasons.. However... i just couldn't my self being a typical me... just disturbing her... like the old days...


Let those moments go 1st.. and i promise i will take you out okiee.. i know you would read this blog =)


She is....

Rachel Menaka.....

June 26th 2009

He roses from the bed,
It was another sad day for him,
Sad due to he was betrayed by the name of love
As he walked out from the room...
His mother greeted him as he walked away in sadness


As he walked away, his mother shouted and said
"Hey! Michael Jackson is dead!"
For a moment he thought his mother wanted to make fool outta him
Till he saw on the news...
News which he still can't believe...
He sat down for a moment
Thinking what could go wrong in this year...
Love.. Favourite singer since childhood


He was so hopeless... Didn't know what to do...
So clueless... So sudden it happened..
As he went through all his Michael Jackson songs...
The songs he used to love.. and go crazy before the new singers came
He still didn't believe that he was gone... Gone forever more...


He was in tears...
Was praying to the mighty Lord...
Praying for to console himself
For the test he was going through... Mental torture


He couldn't stand it anymore...
He was going away from home
To visit his aunty and his cousin
On his way.. All he heard was Michael Jackson songs...


Sad messages were goin on radio stations..
Some eventually cried on air...
All he was doing is sitting alone in a bus while hearing those messages
Guess he wasn't the only one feeling sad about the lost


It was like a back to back song of his
He was pretty pist
His favourite wasn't being played on air..
It always has been the Billie Jean.. Thriller... Beat It
He was like WTF
He was instantly texting on air to play something else
But nothing comes in return


Till today.... He still believes that his music lives forever more.....

RIP Michael Jackson!

Streets he passes by...

As he passes by,
There were few people on the streets
Wondering where to go...
Wondering where to sleep..
No sign of a bus nor taxi


As he passes by,
Where some of them are homeless
Sleeping at the corridors 
Young Old... No one knows
It's a pity to see them in that condition
But who to be blame for them to be on the streets.. They or someone else?


As he observes,
They sleep with unity
Sharing whatever they have
Cardboards, Bags as their pillow
It's weird to see them sharing things during the night 
In day time... They fight for survival.

If I die Tonight

If I die Tonight
How would i die??
Accident??? Sickness???
No one knows...


What would happen after if i'm gone..
What would happen in my crib??
What would be the people's reaction after hearing it
What would my friends and also the one's care for me do?


Wonder who will be informing about my death?
Wonder who will eventually dress me up
Wonder how they will dress me up... In my suit?? Like a panda's outfit??
Wonder what will happen to my car? The car which i love...
Wonder who will be sharing my things out??


Wonder who will eventually visit me in a coffin in my crib??
Wonder who will weep for me the most??
Wonder who will miss me the most??
Sometimes i wonder what are the songs will be played for my funeral
Wondering who will lead the prayers??


Will the people from the past that i fought will pay last respect??
Will my parents able to take the pain which the son has been gone forevermore...
Will the person who likes me.. Forgets me as fast as possible..
Will the people forgive that wat i've done to them....


IF i die tonight... all i want is ur forgiveness...

It seems like yesterday....

Man... Finally 11 months of working... 3 places i've jumped... Not bad heh!!!! Some say bad, Some says it's good. Sometimes i regret why i took up this particular line... Maybe it's all about passion which i had since standard 4? 

I remember the time when i was in primary school, where teachers used to ask what would like to be when you grow up... Most of them was like.. Lawyer!!!! Doctor!!! Pilot!!!! Teacher!!! Some even told SINGER!!!!!!... Came to my turn where i stood up and the question was being asked and i replied a Hotelier!!!.. Most of them looked at me and LOL! and i remember one macha shouted.. "macha that fellar wanna be a cook lah!!!" and the whole class LOL louder as i stood at the end of the class without any feelings... Just looking down at my Pencil box... The teacher knew i was a lil shy and she actually backed me up by saying... "Class!!! Don't ever underestimate Hotel line!!!"  I was like WTF???? Then she explained about the career that i was about to choose which was totally unique answer from the students that she has taught before and with her curiosity feeling, she asked me more... about how did i get the interest of being in a hotel line... 

So i stood boldly and said that I'm fed up with people telling they wanna be lawyers... Doctors... and etc... besides... My dad is a lawyer and my uncle all are lawyers.. I want to do something different from others... Something which has not been dreamt by a kid.. My class teacher was like.. "wow!" Amazing Kallen! and she asked me which department that i would join and i said to be a chef but not so sure on which cuisine to emphasize on. She then asked who is your role model.. I calmly replied " who else but one and only "Chef Wan" .  Few moments later my teacher asked me to sit down and she explain more about Hotel line as the future industry thing...MAN I had a Proud face!!!!!

13 yrs passed by... and today being a hotelier never makes me bored... One reason... You got the Passion... You will do it no matter hat ever it takes... Sometimes i work 16 hours... and also worked without off days but still i've never given up... In 2009, i still remember those words that hurt me the worst.. The words that pierced through my heart.. and today i'm pushing myself off the limits to prove that bitach a point!!! After all, i've got nothing to lose... 

A lil Freedom needed

Been more than month
He works day and night
Sacrificing his precious time for work
Sacrificing for his manager who eventually needs break
Break from work to focus on his family..
Who yearn to see him back at home to spend time with..


He understands the kids feelings
The feelings he once went through
A feeling where his father worked day and night
Working so hard till the father can't let go of the job and spend some precious time with family


As today as the son follows his steps..
The steps that he has not seen himself of what happens in the past
The father realized  that how much the precious time he has not spent with his family
But today... The father realized how much his son has grown and how much he has missed his college life...


As People say " When you do things good.. Good things Comes back to you"
True enough about that statement
He's getting a week off
Thinking what to do??
Going for a Vacation?? Spending time with family???
Seeing relatives which he has not keep contact??
Or eventually seeing someone who he wants to see for a year plus..
An interesting girl who he eventually made friends through Facebook




Time is ticking and He doesn't know what to do......

A New Chapter

Life has it's up-s and down-s

But nothing is gonna stop it from happening 

As they say it happens for a reason

But... When all the answers will be answered?

Days gone by,

As he still there alone,

Wondering how to solve each puzzles

But the answer,he still awaits for it..

Not knowing the answers will be answered soon

So he decides to just leaves it...

Leaves it for good

For he thinks that life has more better things to offer than the answers he awaits for

It's time he turns over a new leaf and writes a new story about life...

A Picture which really i love the most...

20th May 1993... A day all of us were excited as tadika kids due to photography session that the tadika organized. I was basically in my own world due to my speech was slow and all i could utter was basically simple words... Used to dream alot i say =P. Most students were trying their best to give the best smile... I used to remember there was a girl wanted to make up that time.... lol!!! Memories....
At 1st, We were told to stand and some of them to be squat down... I as usual was standing beside a guy name Rajiv *SEE I STILL REMEMBER MY TADIKA MATES!!!* and the guy just stand few feet away and said "Okie students, I'm gonna take a shot... Don't close ur eyes kaayyyy!!!"
Most of the students were smiling and giving their best pose during the class pic except for me... i was like... Okie i'm under the sun and the sun is glaring at me... how am i suppose to give the best of me.... The Photographer snapped and the pic turned out well...
Next session was like a student with the class teacher. I remember i was almost the last one to take a pic and then came to my turn to take a picture... I still remember her(teacher) name... Her name was Ms Tina. That time i would say she was around 20+ i say due to her young age.. and we took a shot.
When the pictures were washed and being given out, my classmates were excited and i dunno how many pictures did the teach wrote a note behind each picture being taken...
I'm sure not many of you have actually know my childhood stories... My tadika hood was a lil sad as my parents thought i couldn't sing... couldn't talk... and they thought i couldn't hear.... went for so many speech therapy... But the beauty is that... this teacher knew i could do it... She really took the effort to spend more time understanding about my psychology and stuff. She kept on observing me to make me to improve in terms of speech. She pampered me so much as i always remember... Her smile was the thing i always love.
I was able to sing some nursery rhymes and was able to catch up some stuff in that particular year but my parents didn't knew wat was actually happening in school and on concert day, my teacher gave them a shock whereby she told them that i will be doing a solo singing on stage.. I still remember that moments as my mom was damn worried cuz she thinks that teacher is joking but my teacher told my mom one thing " your son has improve much from the 1st day i knew him". Then came to a time where they brought me out... I was asked to perform twinkle twinkle infront of estimated crowd of 700 people.... When i sang, there is where my mom, dad and brother was shocked of their lives... I knew my mom was crying for real.... and after the performance... hahahahah!!!! the amount of hugs and kisses i got from my family was awesome lah.... All my parents knew was... i used to play with this car and i won't say anything until i'm hungry or something else...
Oh yeah... that ran off track!!!! Back to the photography thing... She wrote a lil note behind the pic which i knew all this time but won't be bothered to read it... Until today when i was driving around and i suddenly thought about her... I went to my old pic albums and looked for the pic... There i found it and man!!!!! i was freaking small!!!! Turned the photo and read the note which stated as below
"Kallen,
Work hard and always tell yourself that you can do it! There is nothing a man cannot do if he puts his mind to it. Take Care of yourself....
Love Cikgu Tina"
When i read those words... I cried!!! Honestly i cried!!! I'm not ashamed of that statement... she knew who i was...and what i was capable off... She knew that i could do the same things as other kids just that she knew i was a lil slow.. But today.. i look at myself, as a person who is currently having a degree and also working as a supervisor in a hotel. Leading other staff to be a better staff.
I seriously wanna meet her once more to cry on her shoulders that i'm the student which you didn't give up on... and you knew i had something in me.... but the question is????? Where is she now lord!!!! I wanna see her once again and talk to her... All i wish is that... CikguTina (Syamswiatina Hj Ishak) i wanna see you real bad!!!!

7 Months and that's it i could push myself!

Greetings once again!!!!

It's been a while i've updated here and always been updating on facebook =) So, I'm sure some peepz may not know what's happening with me...

Last month, i tendered a 30 days notifications which actually the company sees that they were happy... got no idea why were they happy about but as they say life goes on.... Even the company secretary asking me why am i leaving and i had to reply like Godfather style "It's nothing personal Teh... It's Strictly business" I kid u not... She was freaking puzzled from what i said ( I was like laughing to my self) and i explained to her.. it's nothing about i hate people in the company, it's just that i got a better offer and i have to move till i can do so...

News started spreading all over until Ex staffs were asking me through facebook. There are certain things that made me leave there...

• Money Talks!!!! My Salary wasn't that good enough for me to sustain my self...

• Certain people made full swing use of me and i don't mind doing it... increase my salary and i don't mind doing it...
• None of my photography hardwork being paid AT ALL!!!!!! and now most of my shots being used in the calender

And yeah there were certain cases i wasn't kinda happy with them in terms of throwing me in Sales and then to Front office and so on.... I don't mind doing it... but do it in a proper way lah!!!!

But one thing i realized that i was more motivated to work in Front Office than to work in Sales cuz one thing i realized... What's the point called ur self as sales person but outside they disrespect you... Got that thinking for a moment =)

And i'm too used to the Shift hours which eventually i really had a good time at Front office and with the upselling thing...oh yeah.. lagi lah it motivate us!

Tomorrow i will be joining a new Hotel named "MY Hotel" as front office supervisor which the task is kinda similar to Duty manager =).. Hopefully i can prove Starpoints wrong and they have to regret for the things that they have done on me =)

Adios!

5 months... and it still goes on...

It seems to be like August 5th was yesterday and now months being in the hotel line ain't easy i can tell ya...

Some think that it's easiest thing to do these day compared to Law, Medic and etc etc... But they failed to realized that handling with human beings are much more pain in the ass... I seriously thought front office was bad until i came into Sales.. My oh my... i see weird type of people... weirder than college lecturers... Some are really nice clients... some are not nice... NOT NICE AT ALL!!!!

Well let me share with you some recent unpleasant experience i had during this month. The story goes....

"AH the Credit Meeting!!!!!!!(This is where all the Sales people hates the most)... The meeting between the Chief Accountant(C.A) with Sales and General Manager sits at the round table with secretary sitting beside me( My latest bestie)... Then... the C.A distributes the list of companies which still hasn't paid towards the hotel for payments of stay, functions, seminars and so on. Then the C.A slowly takes out his reading glasses and reads each company's list... and i was pretty happy cuz none of my accounts have any payment problem as they go under pax acc. (Which is they settle there and then it self)....

It was going all well till there's this account name by Hawa Ghazali.. I was like.. okie... this company owes us RM660 Nett and it was under my General Manager's account. Outta no where, my GM suddenly said.. Kallen!!!!! I need you to follow up this payment... well, i was in the state of like saying no but u know the rules.. listen to GM!!!!! Got her number and stuff like that it was going fine.. The person i had to call is a Datin status... so yeah, had to handle her with care cuz of my GM's guest!!!!! (all this happened 2 weeks ago)


On January 12, a day i will never forget... My GM asked me to head down to her house and personally invite her. Thinking that he would have called her and informed her about my arrival i went to her house. It was beside US embassy and it looks nice. Old White Bungalow house with some porsh cars were parked there... As i slowy closed my door, the area was so silent as church. Hearing my foots steps, i approached her front door and was looking for some signs of human beings. Suddenly a voice being heard " Who's there!"

As i looked around and saw a pregnant lady from the top balcony inside her house and i gently replied " I'm looking for Datin Linda . May i see her?"

As the lady looked at me and replied me " I'm the one" " who asked you to come here!!!!" she shouted from the balcony as she walked down the stairs.

I was like oh crap! and replied " Mr Melvin sent me here... He asked me to personally invite you for the corporate night event which is held on the 13th January"

As she was walking down with her nighty not knowing she was sick and pregnant and she was shouting " Didn't Mr Melvin asked you to make an appointment?" "No one comes here without an appointment!!!"

I was like.. Oh F***!!! I'm screwed!!!! and i apologized so many times to her for not making any appointment..She eventually said can you lower down your voice... U're making me get a headache!!!! I was speechless... seriously...DAMN SPEECHLESS!!!!!

She asked me what was in my hands... One hand was the invitation and another was all her bills that she owes the hotel as she grab it from my hand as i was shaken up by her harsh words. She got even frustrated when the invitation card was only written her name and her husband's name not there. There she goes again shouting at me... "Huh!!! How can u invite me but not Datuk!!!!" I was like oh great... My day has gone bad to worst!!!!! For nothing i had to apologized for nothing!!!!!

While she was seeing all her bills, she still was shouting at me... " I've paid these bills!!!!!! What else you need!!!!" I was just speechless...Speechless enough to put me to silence where i used not to speak at all..... And i slowly said, "These are the bills from the hotel, i'm not sure which you have paid and not paid as they claimed that you have not paid Datin" in soft spoken tone...

Then, she saw those bills and kept on repeating, "Anthony!!! Next time you should have done an appointment with me" . " Now i'm sick and none of my guest have seen me in this condition"

All i could do is sit there in silence, waiting when she would chase me out from there. Suddenly she called her Male maids to attend to me as she gave the invitation card on my hand and she walked away from the hall to the top balcony she was .. I was puzzled as he maid approach me and gave eye signal which meant i should leave soon or else more disasters to happen. She told the maid to actually photocopy the invitation and giving me the original copy.

The maid gave her the photocopy version and she said "The invitation card has too much of the nice fragrant smell until i can't take it... i was like HUH!!!!!!!

As then i told her that i had to go back to the office to get some job done and i told her to get well soon.

As in the car, i was alone... Normally i'm the type of person who actually listen to loud music but this time i didn't switch on the radio but just in that state of shock.... I drive out from there and was like... Oh my... Did i went through some dreams???

And suddenly when i reached at Jalan Ampang, a messaged appeared on my phone and it was from her. I was like... "Aiyoo!!! what lah she wants!!!!" and i read that message. " Dear Anthony, You're good guy but came at the wrong time"

I was like.. forget it and just reply a sincere apology message.

When i reached at the office, there i met my GM and his secretary smiling and laughing so loudly as i got down from the car as if i was like from the Corleone family (watch godfather then you would know) with those clipons and slowly walked towards them and GM asked me

"So, got the cash????"

"Nope, and please don't ask me to see her again...EVER" with that high tone as the secretary knew i was pissed and something really bad has happened. Without any more actions, i just walked away and head down to Hannifa to get some drinks as Kickapoo...

Seriously i was too tensed to even think about health and also my so called diet until i had to drink 4 cans of it...

My secretary was messaging me and asking how it went. That also i didn't replied to her and i went into the office. Then my GM came into the office and asked "what happened"

As i replied "Never in my life have been insulted so bad" Not even my parents has done that nor my friends!!!!! and to make things worst she was pregnant and cursing me..."

Gm replied: "it's okie, it ain't you're day" and he smile and he walked away... My heart was saying " what the fuck!!!" You made me a fool down there!!!! and i got cursed by ur shit!!!"