Christmas 2012

It was a another year of Christmas
Well.. Can say it was a lil different..
1stly it was Mevinder which i knew him for donkey years!
He wanted to see the celebration in the Church...

So we decided to meet up in the church by 9.45pm with family friend's sons
And we sat infront near to the alter...

So before the mass started, the small children had some skit to perform
Which was Faith Hope and Love

So it went on with the Mass itself which was estimated an hour
As then the hour approach..
We started wishing each other Merry Christmas...
And the weird thing is that.. instead of my phone to be ringing... Mevin's phone was vibrating nonstop!

After the Mass..
We head out from the church and started taking pictures...

On the next day...
We had some visitors to the house and lots of cheers happened...
Family, Friends.. Relatives.. One big havoc

 

 

So that was the day time in the Crib and so on...
Having lots of laughter...

talking nonsense...

Seriously if i really had a whole day open house... i wouldn't mind doing it again with these people..

Then The party Continues in Banting.. Which i damn malas wanna upload on Blogspot...
As i wore a shirt made out of a saree

People started looking at me as if i was some kind of joke
And what i hate about my mom's home town...

They would never accept my FUCKIN Trend!

They would ask..

" So you took your mother's saree and did is it??"

My Answer was simple..

" errm.. I can afford my own things.. i don;t need to even ask her"

 My this year theme was simple for Christmas... " Being Traditional"
Why is it??
Cuz every year i would be wearing some hip hop thingy and so on..
Or even casual wear.. But not even once i actually wore Traditional clothings to church, house function nor uncle's grand celebration...

Best part of all.. Ladies were looking at me as if i took their saree material...

That was end of the Christmas day...

It continues.. Not many people knows about this day..
And it's called Boxing day!

Not really boxing fight thingyy!
But it's a day where you spend the time with family
Opening your gifts and so on..

So my family every year they do it..
And gotta say.. i really miss boxing day alot as i was in cameron highlands in year 2011..
So the kids always look forward for it..
For them to count gifts who has the most..

It was time when my brother and my self were kids.. and we used to check under christmas tree
Just to see how many gifts we have...
But as years goes by.. The gifts being reduce as an adult..
And we adults just love seeing the kids happiness

So, as the boxing day ended..
As i always like to review stuff..

This year... I felt there was three elements for this christmas

• Caring
• Love

Don't ask me why.. but i just felt that...
Any how.. Merry Christmas to all of you! And a Happy new year!

Brown Rang - Yo Yo Honey Singh

Review of 2012

Well it's already Christmas eve yo!
How time has passed by...
Mayans expected the world to be doomed on Dec 21st...
Real assholes... Believe in god and you will get the answers!


What i did this year???

January  

• Decided to drop working and continue Masters
• Spend New years day at the office and New year's day!

February

• Stopped working and started to learn about relaxing!
• Still wasn't feeling that good as every night i would call the hotel just to ensure everything is alright
• Hemant's 23rd Bday! Tonnes of surprises and also tonnes of mis communications!

March

• Break up..
• Started Masters
• Met new people from the industry and also off industry
• Met the lecturers whom really knows in and out about myself
• Went vacation in Kuantan and 1st time kena Speed Trap...SHITTT!!!

April

• Bhinder's 21st Bday was celebrated at the 21 Terrace
• 1st time doing social service work and felt really down for the people who lives under the Jalan Syed Putra Bridge..
• Really saw the real KL with tonnes of poverty in it

May

• Nothing was great in this month!

June

• 1st Sem Holidays which i spent it at home!
• Nieces were here from UK... OMGosh!!! Real Killer

July

• Back to College where met more people
• Awesome outings with college groups
• Tara became a teenager if you know what i meann

August

• Eventually kinda skipping classes which sometimes not even revelant at all..
• Kdu to KLCC in 15 mins
• My beloved Sasha's Birthday!

September

• Tonnes of assignments!!!!
• Again classes were like mad fuck!
• Nearly killed people
• Nearly car got accidents
• Kinda bad month i summarize 

October

• New sem!
• Lots of goin out sessions with Pai's inc

November

• Same old stories

December

• Birthday!
• Watson's Concert thingy which was fucking wasted cuz of kiddies around you
• Yo yo Honey Singhaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!! FTW!!!!!!!

And tomorrow is Christmas!!!! Yeah baby!!!!

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Pai's Inc

Seems it was like yesterday
Where it was only 5 of us
We only knew each other during Secondary schooling times
But nevertheless, we have shared alot of things in life..

No racism was involved
It was all about chilling out
Talking about WWE
Talking about certain stuff at the lepak spot!

As days went by
Friendship grew as we became like brothers...

It was year 2007
When we used to meet up after schooling years..
It was a random thought by HSS himself by telling we should create a group name

It was hard!
Trust me...
Till one day i asked HSS.. Wat is "Pai" means...
Then he said that it was called as bro in Punjabi..

What you think about Pai's Inc!
Cuz i doubt no one has it.. nor we stole it =P

It became a instant hit in year 2007!
We were like Bro's before hoe's!
And the 1st official meeting was held on...

5th December 2007! at Triple 888 (Currently known as Villas Restaurant)

Till this day... 5 yrs has passed
Lots of things happened!
WE are still as one!
And always be!

And to my home boys...Happy Pai's Inc Day!

A simple Hello..

It's weird that these days
We have tonnes of ways to greet one another..
HI, Hello, Dei!, Pai! Bro.. and etc..

But, how many of you actually said hello to a stranger?
Yes we all grew up in a manner that we shouldn't talk to strangers..
True enough with the world these days can't be trusted..
But if we don't talk... we won't have friends..
For a kid point of view... every adult is good cuz they teaches things to them...
Even you point a gun as well... they will say Holding gun is good..

So as parents.. they must know how to let the child mingle around.. as these days you know..
The brains is on the finger..
"Smartphones." "IPad's" and etc etc...
ASk them to think for a bit and their fingers does the magic instantly..

We try to look at another perspective view of it..

As for adults.. just a simple question to be asked here..
Have you said a hello to a stranger?

Stranger in terms of Road sweepers..
Stall workers..
Janitor staff in ur office place..
Anyone lower rank than you...

Have you?
=)

Bet you wouldn't have a chat with a prostitute before i say...

You would be wondering what went wrong with the writer..
Aiight aiight people say  that no one is perfect nor the writer also but did you know by doing these simple things..
You gain respect...
You create a friendliness atmosphere
Most important thing..
You create a smile for them...

You may say it's nonsense and stuff like that..
Cuz the writer has been doing that for years..
A simple chat with a petrol bunker assistant...(Who is a Bangladeshi) 
Today... even he sees the writer from far away.. he always make time to have a lil chat with him...
Cleans his windows eventhough being forced by the writer not to do so...
Y??? The impression that you will make if you talk and a lil bit of caring feeling..
Makes the person so happy at times like he's been listen by someone else...

Not only the foreiners
But also to local people...
Even today the writer just was walking up the staircase to see his another property..
And then he just bumped into a cleaner..
Which she feels that "oh there's someone superior than me.."
You could eventually see the fear in her...
So the writer just said...
"Tumpang lalu kak.. Minta maaf ya"

The cleaner was stunned...
And she smiled..
After checking the premises..
He bumped into her again..and asked
"Sudah makan ya kak"
She just replied : "Belum adik"
Writer.. "Kak diet ke??? sudah pukal 3 dah... Makan lah sikit kak.. nanti gastik pulak"

All she could do is.. giggled and nod her head...

Now.. do you see the whole picture??
The next time she sees you..
She might smile and think about the time you made her smile...
Eventhough it was a small conversation..

Have a great week folks...

Taken in Brickfields...

Taken in Bali Indonesia...

Right here waiting for you...
Photography by Silent Saint

Birthday...

It always been fun waiting for birthdays..
Ever since a kid i say..
But..
Have you recall those moments..
Before Facebook or even friendster..
People calling you late night via house phone just to wish you

It's nice over the years you think about your birthday being celebrated..
And
There was a year i should have celebrated..
the 21st!
Somehow i just felt that year was a bitch to me..
Yeah you can say that again if you want to..

It was a year i broke off with my gf..
Actually no.. i didn't.. SHE CHEATED ON ME!
I Flunked few subject due to lack of concentration in classes due to Love failure
It just wasn't right at all in that yearr...
Brother went off to UK.. Which is kinda good i think...
Oh yeah i forgot... He went a day before mom's bday!

Some how it just haunts me of why didn't i celebrated it grand...

But for my mistake for not celebrating it..
I don't want others to go through shit like i been through...
For Instance... My cousin
He was eventually doubting to celebrate his 21st bday



Somehow,we manage to just brain washed him 
And explained why he has to do one huge celebrations
Ended up... He really had time of his life..
And he thanked us, cousin and friends..
Whom created the day as his memorable one

Other than celebrating it...
Sometimes... Don't you get fed up of people texting saying "Hey Happy birthday"
Come on.. Be honest...
I'm sure you will get fed up...

So.. How unique can you do a birthday wishes??
Poem??? A song??
Or some internet wordings which you just decorate your name there =P

For me...
I always wanted my special people to be there with me...
The Pai's inc of course...
Then.. sometimes i would like some surprises..
Maybe the person that i love..
Or crush??
Or even the people that i love to hang out with...
Family!!! How can i miss thatt... but ada timing sikit lahh =P

Somehow,
I really wished i could celebrate with a GF at times...
The moments gets sweeter you know...
Especially you have not seen a person for a long time and
ta daaa!!! I'm here!!!

That would just blow my mind away =)

Religion..

It may seems as a ordinary thing
But however, There are tonnes of people who are actually back stabbing one another's religion..
You think i'm joking?
Just look at your surroundings...
Don't blame the religion if people does it in wrong ways...

For instance..
People in the government are majority muslims..
So what people do?? Curse them via religion
Come on seriously... U wanna evaluate people based on religion..

I grew up as a person who always respect of other religion..
No matter they are right or not..
But somehow i just respect their believes...

A religion is a guide!
A guide which we people follow in our daily lives other than laws..
It's the people who portrays about  the teachings...
Observe each and every one...
And you will know what am i explaining...

Sometimes i really hate when people talk bad about religions...
Some of my friends do..
I'm just so stunned at times..
How can you talk bad about others when u it self not right..
I even had own relatives talking bad about the rosary..
Eventhough i was mad...
But i somehow explain to them cause they are different denomination
They don't know the value of the rosary...
After explaining then they knew the meaning of it...

Sometimes we just can't condemn others for their believes..
Maybe it's nonsense but it has a strong meaning..
If u feel it's weird..
ASK!!!!
Nothing harm..
Maybe someday they might ask u about ur religion and you will explain to them..
I have tonnes of friends who asked me about the religion...

Worst case scenario??
The Allah Issue
It was too huge till certain muslim guys went to extreme that saying that allah is their word..
Who created it??? The one and only Barisan National Group... " Janji Dicapati"
Somehow things happened...
Molotov being thrown into churches
Church being burnt down...
Just that the majority muslims can't accept the fact that Allah is used in various religions..
For Example.. The Sikh uses the term allah.. and it's in their bible as well...
We christian don't need to use it.. But how ever who created the bible in malay??
Indonesians??? East Malaysia??? no one knows!!
But it has been goin on for centuries!

Even some malay friends of mine admit that ALLAH is not their word
Just imagine myself being in Malaysia..
surrounded by the muslims..
And i used to have this huge cross bling which i fear to wear it...

Today even tho it's settle but somehow some minority hates the christians...
For Wat??
I dunno!!!

And recently when Anwar ibrahim's daughter gave a statement of people should choose their own religion freely.. and Many said that she is being a BITCH and so fort..
I mean.. what she said is true...
Everyone has own right to choose and believe..
No point being a muslim but not practice it...
Isn't that a hypocrite????
 
I have known people from the Hinduism praying to Mother mary for help...
I have seen it my own eyes..
And even asked a guy whom was sitting at the bench of the church..
Why do you pray to her...
He answered..
"Mother mary has been my saviour all this time"
I asked why?
"She came into my dreams.. She answered my prayers.. My wife was not pregnant for 10 years... I went so many temples... i did so many prayers.... But none was being answered...Eventhough i may a strong hindhu believer, but somehow mother mary has blessed me with a baby girl" " Every year during my baby's birthday, i will come and pray to her and thank her for the blessing she has given me. I even make a point to travel to Pray St Anne's at Bukit Mertajam.

After hearing this... I just couldn't believe that Mother Mary does miracles...
At SJMC, there was another miracle at the 7th Floor where the Mother Mary image was being there on the window paint.. not sure how it happened.. but it did!...

A diwali

It was a year go
When he was still working in a small organization..
He was getting ready to work
Thinking it would not affect him
As he wouldn't be celebrating diwali...

True enough..
He was all smiling going to work
No traffics occurred..
When he arrived in the office..
He was well prepared to set himself to work..

However,
The time stuck at 12am..
There is when he was upset..
Watching kids bursting out the crackers..
Playing with some kiddy type of crackers..

He somehow felt that..
Why he chose this particular line 
He has to forgone all his happiness to work...

Usually every year on the eve of diwali,
He goes to this place called
"Kampung Pandan"
A very small village in Kuala Lumpur where lots of hindu people lives..
Somehow, every year without fail, he drinks, he parties, he burst off some huge ass rockets,
Admiring other kids how they dressed up for this occasion..
Their priceless smile.. Of them counting down the minutes to midnight

But when came to last year,
He was just all alone
He teared for a moment, thinking about the events that might take place at there
He felt so sad that he immediately walked into a convenient store just to get couple of vodka's
Just to keep him happy through out the night

A housekeeper approaches to him and asked him in tamil

" Anna, Why are you being so sad "

All he could do is just pour out his sadness towards him and told him the good moments...

The housekeeper knew what he was going through as he was in the same situation last year but he was somewhere at different place in Sri Lanka...

As then it was at 1am,
Where he decided to do his auditing...
All he could do is to put some tamil songs which only could brighten his night

Festival of Lights

The festival is back!!!
Deepavali or some of em call it Diwali
Time of people to break their diets if they are on one...

I used to remember as a kid.. i used to travel to my friends house
Neighbors houses and so on..
Till a point, i know where are a must places visiting house

It starts off at Kampung Pandan on the eve!
Where fire works display is much better than the New year celebrations
Or i rather say.. the people there willing to spend on crackers and also
Huge ass crackers!
Cuz these guys always had competition tho
Massive drink session!
That's how i start off the diwali!

On the day,
I normally head to my two neighbors houses
Used to spend alot of time there tho...
till noon..
Then.. comes to my Tamil teacher's house..
One thing about her is that... she no need to invite us..
We it self know what time to come and so fort..
We(myself and brother) used to go for her classes since std3
So there was a year i thought.. i should buy her a saree
and i saved up money to buy it
She was touched tho.. and she used to tell it to other students

Will have massive lunch tho..
Then after,  i normally head down to my family friends house
Which is quite near by to my tamil teacher's house
At there, i just chill out with my cousins,
Even tho we are just family friend... i always considered him as my own  cousin

That's for Cheras side...
Oh well.. comes to diwali.. got tonnes of houses to go at times..
The houses which i listed, is the one i usually go..
Sometimes i got friends calling me over to their crib and so fort...
MORE FOODDDD!!!!

next stop.. normally it's klang
Where my uncle's mother in law house...
She don't have much relatives
But somehow she always treated us as OHANA(Family)

Then after.. we will try to hit to banting.. But you know..
On the way to banting it self got few more houses...
It's my mom's side...
Some of them are hindus
But these places are happening ones..
As they do performance and stuff like that
THEY WEAR THEIR COSTUME!!!!!
I was like...O.O

Then after, used to head to a new friend house in Telok panglima garang
Where my so called electrician lives..
Y i call him that??
Cuz he advises me about the car audio sound system
And he has repaired my amps!

Then after hit to banting... there would be around 3-5 houses
In total... every year i would do visiting at the average of 10 houses

Just imagine your self eating mutton and chicken the whole dayy!
Makan sampai muakk!!!

A Prayer

Oh Heavenly Mother..
I Would like to pray for those who are lost in the world
Who always seek for their righteousness.
Who always seek for the light as they live in the Darkness..

Mary, Mother Of God..
You have never failed me.
Even though i was down..
Down till i given up hopes at times..
I was at the urge of dying at times
I even gave up believing in Jesus at one time
As i felt he wasn't listening to me...

Mother, I do sin
Never would deny that
As a sinner, i would always try to repent the sins that being committed
As i kneel before you, humbly and till my lowliness...
Please hear me..guide me in my daily task... In whatever i do... In whatever i choose

And for a year,
I been lighting candles and pray to you in silence 
Outside the church
At times i cry before you
So you would understand how am i feeling
Oh mother, you understood your son well
And you understood me...

I was there at the church at the night
Crying to you before i went to work
Seeking for your mercy
As i was so lost,
Lost where devil's temptation was there..
You somehow had shown me the things of life

As i thank you oh mother for listening my prayers at times
It's so good when you feel your prayers being answered
Like for instance, I prayed that my cousins wouldn't be lost
but today, they are baptized as a Christian which no one knew i prayed hard day and night in silence where no one's watching...

As my cousin Joshua (Nimal Ram) turned 21,
Oh mother please be with him in good times and in bad times
Please do make him a wiser person as he is already an adult
Please don't make him to astray from your love oh mother
No forgetting my other cousin who was baptized 1st Aaron,
Be with them as they follow the path way that Jesus taught us all

Mother, hear me... As i know you have never failed me
From my education decision till my relationship decision..
You were always there for me to rely on...

Thank you Mother Mary...

AVE MARIA!

Olly Murs - Heart Skips A Beat ft. Chiddy Bang

Hangover

It was a lonely Friday Night..
Where people head to clubs and release the tension which they went through

However, for him it's only classes on friday night
He didn't had any mood to head for the classes as he really hates that class
No offence to the lecturer but however he hates the subject particularly..

Moments after he left the college compound, his brother just gave him a tinkle
Asking if he was available for the night and he immediately replied " OH hell yeah"

" Meet Me, Mxxxx, and Nxxxx at changkat later at 11pm"

So he drove as fast as he could to Changkat which is situated near by Bukit Bintang, which eventually that road were jammed packed.

So after meeting his brother and his friends, they walk down the streets of Changkat which was happening! Songs being blast was all his type of music... As they head to a bar named Temptations..

It was all dull at 1st but then made couple of friends. His brother met some of the bank officers whom he knows and they joined the table..

There was an another table filled with late 30's woman(Punjabens and a malay). It started off as 3 of em and ended up 5 of them. They party wild! Drink Smoke!  It was a lil culture shock at him at 1st but then he gotta accept that the world has changed!

It's about at 1.30am where all of them were high including him, the ladies(Punjabens) were pretty impressed with Mxxxx and Nxxxx. Mxxxx is a typical punjabi dude and Nxxxx looks like a punjabi but he's a fucking Indian!

They decided to dance with them... Not bad i sayy!!! They enjoyed the guys company. One of them whispered to Mxxxx. " Your friend being serious"

Mxxxx: Dei! She thinks that you're too serious lahh

He just looked at him and said " Just tell her i had a bad break up

So he ignored everything in this world.. even his problems.. Literally.. EVERYTHING!!! ALL he did... Enjoy loud bassy RnB songs while drinking up shots of whiskey and dancing like there's no tomorrow...

At 3am.. As the lights came up, we spoke a lil bit as she said that we are Nice Guys.. No idea what she meant but however we act decently... Then she explained why she came up with that statement.. Apparently she divorced with a Punjabi guy.

As she asked: So what you guys do?

He was like: Okie, this dude Mxxxx is working in a hotel... Nxxxx is doing his Degree in accountancy... Kxxxx is a lawyer and myself currently doing Masters in Hospitality.

All she did was like.. " Wow" ... Maybe she thought that they were some idiotic indian fellars who likes to bump and grind and that's about it.. They exchange numbers and these guys were shocked that she works in Bukit Aman itself... Was she undercover?? No idea!

She thought that we four are brothers.. but she was even impressed that he told that he and Mxxxx were friends since std1.

One thing for sure.. these guys earn respect from woman.. Nothing more he wanted to ask for... At least she might have learn something that there are guys who are good and not all of them are bad...

The Next day.. All he could do is.. " I'm having Hangover!"    

Dreams which goes haywire..

Quite freakish when being told as that as the title

As he slept last night..With a team won 4-0
He thought he would have the best sleep and head to church

But something stoped him
His dreams...

He dreamt about which he only could recalled as like a school reunion

but it would be stupid enough to call it as reunion as he remembers he wore a perfect's outfit which was a Yellow Shirt and Brown pants with a brown tie

All he could remember that his class was filed with Malay students which he knew them from Form1 till the Form5..

It could be reunion as well as the questions being asked to him was too latest news stuff

"Friend A: Wei Bro! Aku dengar you dah ada girlfriend semua?? Dah jadi player lah youuu.. Bukan macam dulu macam bongok

Bro: Hahahaha.. ya lah bro.. ada tapi dia tu macam curang sikit lahh... kan era sekarang nie tak blh percaya perempuan...

All of a sudden.. a lady walk into a class. She wore a simple baju kurung but she was an indian girl.. look in her late 20's inform him that he should go to the office.. As he walk towards office, not him alone that he was in that stupid outfit, however others who he knew as perfect came into the office with that same outfit... At least he felt a bit relieved

There was alot of his friends whom he wasn't close with but he knew them from childhood... Some hugged him and was like "OMG after a long time seeing you dude!!! What Happened To You!!"

He could only just smile and saw his other friend came and gave handshakes and then we started exchange stories on how our lives evolve after schooling days..

Some became big time engineers, some became doctors... and also some became one of big time laywers... well wat you expect from indian people =P

As he just told them that he was still studying..

All was stunned.. and they were like... "Dei!!! Still studying ahh?"  and they burst out of laughter mocking him however he didn't want to mention his part time business as they are all white collar category....

All he did was just look at them helplessly thinking they are doing well in life... He just didn't want to utter anything towards them.. He felt it was a freaking waste of time and they had lunch together...

While having em, he was being as a laughing stock with them tellin him " Chill ah macha... all in the game ny... no hard feeling bro"  

He just smiled and just ignored. Lunch ended so they decided to take a group picture that reminded us that we was all a perfect... *Click Click Click*

All was done and they proceed to exchanging business cards.. with him only exchanging numbers he felt awkward as it ain't professional.. So then they ended the particular event.. As he sat in his car while looking at his favourite soft toy and he tear-ed..

However his business... was a discreet one.. which not many people knew.. the business was to buy and sell things... and $$$??? More than what white collared can earn for a year! If the luck is good, he doesn't need to work for 10 yrs if he wasn't a spendrift or so.. However he may roll in a Lamborghini or even drive few luxury cars while his friends have to take up loan....

So lesson is that... never look down on any person you see.. even a mamak anna or even some Bangladeshi... respect them as a human...

 

FML Situation...

A gift..

It was his 10th Birthday
As he was excited that he's finally 10..
No more tonnes of candle..
Just one huge one.. =)

As his friends comes over
and also his cousins..
It was all about a day kids being kids!
Wild as we wanna be
Creating havoc as we can create..
Games being played..

The gifts he received from his friends was mostly chocolate
Even a badminton racket was given on that day
But something told him he might get a gift of his life..
Something which he wanted since a young kid in a kindergarden..

it's about late night...
After all the events was all over
There was a box in a room
Wrapped up neat with "Happy BirthdaY" wrapper
with a small card written attached

As he slowly opens it..
Oh well!!!!
A RC car!!!
which he always wanted since a Kid!
He was felling tired but somehow he gained the energy back

Immediately he took batteries from all over the house
And he started playing that night
He slept with a smile on his face..

Years went by...
as he grew older...
where technology replace that RC car
He somehow found the car after 14 yrs..

He decided to give a shot..
He got himself new set of batteries
and he tested it...
Smiles just got back on his face knowing he had a bad week

A HAPPY KID ONCE AGAIN!

P.S Thank you Chitti... For this gift where my childhood comes back in a flash... And i always can proudly say.. i wasn't a spoilt brad like the children these days demanding for a new phone and also technological items... 
                              

3 years...

People always feared something in life

Could be Big or Small... No one knows..

But a person without having any fear in life??? Impossible!

Some may have the fear of talking or even approaching certain people
Some has this fear of even stepping into a hospital..

Some even have weirdest phobia which you can't imagine at times...

Well.. here it goes..

He went to the Airport..
He doesn't mind going to the Airport

But he always hated Departure Area..

No idea..

Just since small..

He always hated people leaving from him..

Even At KL Sentral, it wouldn't bother him muchh

However..
He went.. to send his nieces
Even though he went in with heavy hearted 

As they say, good things comes to the end

But something strikes on his mind,

telling him that he would see someone which he knew

After all... He console himself it wouldn't be a person that he know long time back

After few hours spending time with his nieces,
it was time to say goodbyes which he totally hates it

As he was close with the kids...

While waiting for the kids to depart,

He saw from far..

Someone that he knew but when he approach closer..
He recognized that voice of a person...

He took a glance..
And what you know!!!!
Oh EX GF!

It was total awkward moment...

but he thank god for she not looking at him..

While he was driving back...
All his past just came in a flash...

Making him to speed up the car....

Almost got into a crash...

When past just comes in a Flash

He just walks with his friend..
From a heavy meal as he would wanted to head to another complex..
Well.. All is well 1st..
Till he just went a floor above...

From a distance.. he saw a lil woman..
Which he doubted it could be her
He just paused and just smiled
As she looked at him and waved!
Happily as they have not met for years...

And he was glad to see her...
After all these while and problems which both of em faced due to certain problems was in the midst of our way...
It just that... certain things just gives you the flash back..
On how the 1st time we met...
On how she had the accent of her's which no malaysians had..
It just made him smile...
Thinking of those moments...
And both of them just was talking about the stories which both of them knows...

He was rushing for time..
As he had to go on..
While he was walking alone..
All he could ever do is...
Just walk in silence..
He just feels that why life changes so fast...
it's been only 3 years..
And yet... He does see the difference in life...

Sometimes... it's just good look at the past once in a while =)
Not for the bad memories... But the good times...

Cheryl ... You'll always be my baby lahhh =P

To the Ladies whom i've known... This is specially for you =) Smile always...

Love is a feeling

"you know that feeliingg ... 
when you look at hiim and thiink...wowii love hiim but we're just friiends. or maybe when he looks at her iit hurts so much sometiimes. whenyour iin love wiith himand he's iin love wiith her. you love evrythingg about hiim and he loves everythiing about her. you wasted all your 11.11 wiishes on hiim.you kept iit iin for soo longg. no one knows how confused you are. do you tell hiim you liike hiim? or do you keep iit in as usual? ITS CONFUSING!... or "iits complicated" iis you answer when someone asks you whats wrongg. when you lookk at them together your eyes fill up wiith tears. because you love hiim. you love hiim so much. and sometiimes you justt wiish he KNEW"

It's amazing on how people tend to tell love stories..
Some are sweet one which last till the end..
Some just on a rocky boat..Hoping to be salvaged...
Some just doesn't seem right from the beginning...

But what if love starts after break-ups
It hurt the most when we don't realize it till the person is not on our sight
What if they were far away..
What if they already moved on
Do we pay for our carelessness in life?

Sometimes we believe that we could get a better one..
But does it happen??

Does 1st love give major impacts in life?
It does..

Wanna Know Why?
You'll always have heart for that person
Eventhough he may be how bad he/She treated you or so...
But you still cherish the memories outta it...

At times when you're feeling down...

All you wanna do is.... to blast the music you love the most...

Sometimes... All we gotta do is Fight for our love

I'll always love you... And Always...

Sometimes all i ask.. for me to see you...


Will you be there... during my darkest nights..

Pertiwi Soup Kitchen

Sometimes..
We tend to overlook things...
Things which we have seen on the streets but ignore them
Thinking they are cheating
But we Failed to realized that there are still people Begs for food...




It was on the 15 April where the MBA students of Hospitality and Tourism decided to help this particular group called the Pertiwi Soup Kitchen. At 1st, none of the students knew about this Pertiwi Soup Kitchen thing until the day arrive..


The Students from KDU met up at 142 Jalan Maarof (Bangsar) at 8.30pm as their meet up point. As the lecturer briefed them about how it was found and etc, two volunteers came and explain what are the do's and don'ts as they were about  to face various type of people such as drug addicts, rowdy's and so on...Join in by the founder of Pertiwi Soup Kitchen name Mdm Munirah but as the students just addressed her as Aunty Munirah. Her Age? 61 Yrs old! But Works hard!!!


Okie! Back to the topic! These Pertiwi Soup Kitchen does is that to distribute food for the Homeless people and how these PERTIWI Soup Kitchen being managed??. It is managed by Pertubuhan Tindakan Wanita Islam Malaysia in 2010 with the support of Rotary Club of Kuala Lumpur DiRaja and some individual sponsors. 


And they went off to their 1st destination which is located behind of Tune Hotel at Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman.. As they approach there, Tonnes of People were there!!! waiting For the food

So basically, this how it looks like!

Not sad yet? wait till you see the people who eventually comes and takes from them.

So as the students set up the 1st station, Many beggars which you may not even bump into them also will be there... To see this crowd.. it just makes things more sadden as we are so futuristic but still there are poor people... Who are homeless, Jobless, guys with talent wasn't given a shot..

Not only here.. There are few other stops but the same things to be expected..


What did the students learn???

One word.. Grateful!

"Love Is A Feeling
Quench My Desire
Give It When I Want It
Takin' Me Higher 
Talk To Me Woman
Love Is A Feeling"

Will you  be my boo?

I Still love you...




Silent Saint

She is...

A Girl..

Who she seeks for a simple things in life...

Even a gentlemen would just bow down for the Humbleness..

She's always there..

Always the quiet one...

If being asked anything,

All she just is smile...

Her Smile which just answer all the questions...

She... Always will be known for her friendliness 

She's always a person who would understand your problems...

She comforts them when they are in deep trouble

Even though she has enough problems, she's always there

Kind Hearted, but people tend to climb over her head..

She may not be a girl who does make up..

She believes in her natural beauty..

Always with t- shirt, Jeans and Sneakers...

Her hair, always loose..

Occasionally wears punjabi suit..

Simple suits which shows her traditionalism
 

She will be known as Master of Poker!

As She knows how to pull off a Show..

A Show where you would think that she hasn't been crying..

Always smiling..Just like her Profile...

She Is...

 

Amrit Bhinder..

Move on...

He sits in a coffee shop..
while having his coffee..
Observation is the main thing he does...
Sees those typical chinese man having his gossip conversation with his buddies


As he was observing certain things
He came across a family...
A family should be around in Early 20's with a kid
He just smiled.. No reasons to be specific..


He just adored the family,
The way the husband feeds his wonderful wife..
And also feeding his daughter...
The laughter... 
He was amazed on how his wife treated him...
Like a couples... which was amazing...


All he could do.. is just admire the way they love each other
As he sips his drink from his cup...
His heart sank...Thinking about his relationship...
He feels that it could work out
But reality.. There was a lot of barriers


Even though.. He didn't got the chance to meet her..
But he thanks the god for being with him for this period of time..
As he's been praying as he hopes that he won't be broken into pieces
No doubt.. it was a very painful one..
But he had to put some sense into his head.. to move on..
He still misses her...
But does she misses him?
No one knows...
All he knows is that he was faithful to her...


Time...
It heals most of it...
Prayer.... It does have miracles!
He's ready to move on...
Ready in sense that.. he's full focus on what he suppose to do..
His guide line of line...
Friends... the awesome thing which god created..
Supportive friends he has...

All he can do now is... Do whatever it takes to make him reach the top!

Sometimes.. Life just ain't easy...

Dedicated for those who has tried their level best to fall in love.. but then fails because the other party prefer someone else who they think they are much more better... 

A slightest pat which reminds of your memories...

Heading to bed in the morning..

Feeling hungry as he walks down to his living room..

As his mom was just amazed he was still awake...

His mom knew him by his body language that he was feeling hungry

So she decided not to cook and told him to wash up and just  zoom into one of the restaurants..

He without thinking twice.. just got into the car started the ride and drove it...

As he found a park spot...

Walks into the restaurant which his eyes were on the food rather than the people of the surroundings

Few seconds later...His mom came and tapped him and said..

"Hey!!!! Look who's here!!! "

He was like "Errrr who lahhh... i'm sleepy plus hungry lahhh"

His mom replied "Your Tadika Teacher lahh!!!"

He was just stunned for a min...Speechless to be exact to be said.. As my mom just tapped  on his ex's tadika teacher... and the moment she(teacher) saw him... She just hugged him! and she was so stunned to see him too as few days before this incident happened, his teacher was asking all about him towards his mom and also passed her number to his brother...

She was very happy to see him as she treated him like a pet student in her class in the year 1994...and she patted him and said "I'm so proud of you!"

She had the sweetest smile that he knows when he was a lil kid.... All he could do is just stand there and smile... Then she added 

"My oh my!! Look how tall you are now!!.. I heard about the great news that you wanna do your masters now"

Then he replied " Well... fed up of working tho and thought of doing studies once again... Kinda fed up with working life for a moment... Still had the studying feeling tho"

"You know how proud am i? You're the only student i know from all these years doing masters..."

As the ladies were doing their usual talks... He thinks deeply.. of the years which he had to struggle during his years at Kindergarten... As he sees himself during the times where he was small and was unable to speak like other kids... Practically he was the Silent one in the class... without any interaction with other students...was "forever alone" case... It was like he went to school.. Just mind his own business and just got back home...Till his mom had to check on him at school every single day just to keep an eye on him..Very less friends... He was afraid to socialize... even these days too he always fears to socialize... but thanks to facebook and twitter... he grew up from his feared zone...

Others used to impress the teacher alot... Massively alot by their talent of story telling... That moment, he was into cars.. he loved remote control cars... or even hot wheels was his thing that time... He loved the passion of driving fast that very moment when his dad used to be a very fast driver...

Alot of teachers actually lost hope on him thinking he would not excel in life.. guess they were wrong...Most of them just stuck in degree but don't know the path aftermath of their qualifications... Some still struggling... Some got their Degree's and Diploma but then Some of them doing things which is not even relevant to their course which they studied...Some of them just got married! 

After the ladies had their ladies chat, she advised him while she tapped him as he was a small kid to her... 

"Always pray my dearest one..Always pray that you will be covered by his precious blood and always be bold... don't give up hopes... I know you will always can do it...You have the determination which very rare people have it..I know you always try to give up very fast but nothing comes easy in life... I'll always pray for your good health"..

And she(teacher) just left... and his mom told him.. 

"I'm sure you will be wondering why is she praising you"

He was.. Blur as if he just woken up from bed...

" I met her few days before here and i told her the things you have achieved over these years after your education from that kindergarten until today... Did you know how proud was she.. and guess wat? she might be opening a hotel in Abu Dhabi"

He was just stunned and he replied

"Whattttt?????"


After all these years...he thought that his teachers would hate him for the things he hath done... Being the silent one... Doing alot of careless mistakes... Clumsy!...The amount of beating he received... Haih Priceless!!!

Closer

Days are coming closer..

For him to eventually leave his work place

Mixed Emotions comes along..

Happy...Sad... Even he doesn't know

Some asked him to stay..

Some told him to divert the course

But he sees this as a Safe Net

Things has been fine so far..

The things his aunty drafted out for him years back

Well eventually he thought it as a crap..

But it seems that it is really helping him alot...

It actually led him to think ahead at times..

Not to be accurate.. but a guide line along the way

Which eventually certain people they seems to head no where..

They feel as long they got a job... and it's safe...

There are pro's and con's about thinking ahead..

But in certain ways.. it's better you write whatever you planned ahead

So that when we see the past..

We will know where we stand...

Weird but true...

He didn't seem to see the paper for long

But something told him that taking Masters was his plann

And he's afraid about the next move which is...
He might head to UK

With his current situation..

He has not seen certain people yet..

He's just afraid things going too fast..

Now he feels the weight of burden on his shoulder..

But all he does is pray..

Pray till tears comes out...

Hoping things will be answered

Certain things makes him cry..

But he has to stay strong...

A Song which i'm crazy all about Last year 2011

if i had a penny that fell from above everytime i fell in love
i'll be rolling in my money, everyday would be sunny and i'll be looking forward to my next break up


if i had a penny that fell from above everytime i fell in love
i'll be rolling in my money, everyday would be sunny and i'll be looking forward to my next break up


girl we're done forever never last that long we're done


you did me wrong its one for one,


i dunno whats so god damn funnny .. RUN


run like the wind like you owe me one


lady in the XL clothes just sung


i shouldve seen it coming man i'm so dumb


if i go on like this
in no time i'll be rich
come on girl take a chance, i'm your man


if i had a penny that fell from above everytime i fell in love
i'll be rolling in my money, everyday would be sunny and i'll be looking forward to my next break up


if i had a penny that fell from above everytime i fell in love
i'll be rolling in my money, everyday would be sunny and i'll be looking forward to my next break up




soneya jee te karda mai kaul rewan
tere ghum nu mai apna kahan
sari khushiyan mai tenu deva ni


soneya jo asi chaunde oh nayio hona
mere naseeban ch vichorda
das tera dil mai jo haye mera ni mai kive morraa




if i go on like this in no time i'll be rich
come on girl take a chance, i'm your man




if i had a penny that fell from above everytime i fell in love
i'll be rolling in my money, everyday would be sunny and i'll be looking forward to my next break up


if i had a penny that fell from above everytime i fell in love
i'll be rolling in my money, everyday would be sunny and i'll be looking forward to my next break up


number 2 if you wanna go its up to you
another relationship is through
i dont know what to do its funny 
f*** you
you need to learn to take a clue 
cuz i never bitten more than my mouth can chew
no matter what i do i seem to lose


if i go on like this in no time i'll be rich
come on girl take a chance, i'm your man

A split sec decision...

As times goes...

Where he thinks the Unexpected..

Something strikes into his head...

A thing which he would never thought he might do it..

A thing which he might even dreamt of it!

It's called MASTERS!!!!

He had to think about it about couple of nights...

As he was having sleepless nights..
He went to church... eventually it was close..

But the statue of Mother Mary was outside and it was still open

He bought some candles and lit the candles
He didn't want to kneel down as it was a road he had to kneel on!
But he prayed about certain things in his life... relationship life...
And also he even asked in his prayers that hoping this relationship would eventually work out till the end...

He prays that he don't want to repeat the mistake he did in the past 

and he prayed about thing about Masters...

As he hope this year would be an awesome year...
A year to learn things.. but lesser on the bitter side 

As he went to work...

His mood was pretty mood out

Just like doing his work and sleep all night long

But he just got his work done and 

He finally decided to take a drive to his college

As he was walking towards college,

He had this feeling,

A feeling which he had eventually when he was doing his diploma days

A feeling that which he really appreciate studies...

As he walks down the cafeteria...

He bump into few people he knew..

But just ignored them

He just felt that people should know him as a new person

He sits down with his laptop as he was suppose to enquire it with his pal

As he was so proud to do his Check-in Via four square

and also calling some his old juniors to check were they still around there

But something told him not to hope high on Masters as he wouldn't know 

that his dad would approve it..

He was there until his pal appeared,

They had this hand shake.. and immediately walked into the Student council

As there.. he and his pal could ever imagine the college days...

where they used to enroll themselves..

Then.. came this dude which knows nuts about the Hospitality which made them frustrated

as they walked away to the SHTCA...
At there... he could only refer back to one lecturer...
A lecturer who he knew since diploma days...

A very simple man...

Direct person...

no hidden agenda's 

Always a man with humor..

No matter how sad you maybe on that day... he's always there...

To hear you out.. and also he tries his level best to help..

That is why he always goes back to his lecturer for his advise..

He saw his lecturer and his lecturer asked him this..

"You jokers really liveless, why on earth you guys have to come back"
As then he told that he would want to pursue his Masters..

and the topic didn't end there itself..

But it went about the batch where he used to study with..

Questions about classmates which he has no idea what they are up to these days..

He was totally thankful about his life...

Some of them were jobless for long...

Some of them just decided to jump work...

Some of them working their asses off...

But for him... He was working from the day he didn't get his results!

And he sees himself progressing in hotel industry

But his friends doesn't seem to see what his vision it is..

All they see is money...Position in hotels...

But his vision is always bigger...

His vision is to build hotels...

Just like the one he's working with...

He had learn things where certain people didn't get the chance to do so...

He had learn the hotels basics... And he had experience from the hotel which is completed at 60%

He see things!!! Vision it!!! how would it be once operating..

None of his batch has ever seen it...
Alot of lecturers were puzzled when he mention his hotel's name

But this lecturer... Given him the full support! 

As he told, no point working in big hotels... Get name and do wat!

That was his answer.. which stunned the two guys...

Lecturer added on by saying that as long you get experience

It's good enough...
Both of them just looked stunned which no KDU lecturer would ever give that advise

Most of them in KDU will advise students to do it at International chains as they act professionalism

As He and his friend was studying in this line... Both of them had the professionalism!

And also.. He trains his staff to be professionalism by the way of speech

the body posture 

and etc...

And the lecturer said.. "it's always good to do masters after all. Not for the sake of doing it. it would be your safe net in the future"

Then he(lecturer) explains the routes that can be done if masters being taken up..

All these two guys do is to listen attentive to the words he was trying to explain the difference of Degree and Masters...Both of them then convinced to do the Masters!

As the conversation went on... till 10.30am...

He was feeling the tiredness

and he left the place...

When he came home... He was a lil dissapointed as the cost of it was extremely high
As his mom told.. Don't think too much and go get some rest...

As he was sleeping... His mom actually informed his Dad...

And to his surprise..His dad approved it...